i'm in that tired-hyper mode right now...my suitcase is lying on the floor, mostly filled and running out of space, my checklist is nearly checked, and my ipod is newly updated; i am leaving for austin tomorrow, to the land of sunshine, barbecue (ew), sxsw, and friends. i packed shorts and i can't wait to use 'em ( Read more... )

rereading livejournal entries from march through june of 06, but particularly toward the end of april into may, causes me to feel hollow....as if a hole that once opened in my body (which allowed for a large chunk of my inner subconcious to shine through, unhindered, and become exposed to people or surroundings, and which also allowed me to ( Read more... )

sitting at work, feeling antsy as usual, and with not much to do (until our meeting at 4). i'm going to rewind time and backtrack my past week before disclosing some exciting news ( Read more... )

i'm at work, sifting through the south by southwest festival schedule and planning how i want to spend my few days. i hope i can navigate the streets of austin (i even downloaded a little map) and catch all of these shows, though i'm going to have to make serious choices! here's the list of my select shows and their backups and some maybes; some of ( Read more... )

of course, as always, it's nighttime now and i'm no longer tired even though i was tired all goddamn day long. i think i would be good at having a night job. actually, no, scratch that, because i have a really difficult time sleeping during daylight hours. plus, i'd be really depressed without the sun. well anyway, i've found myself in this ( Read more... )

this is vespertine weather.
and as long as i'm not forced to navigate through it,
i find it lovely :)

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i am in need some sort of change, but i don't know what. i can go to the gym more, and i can clean my apartment (my stuff is everywhere!), and i can accomplish all of the little to-do's, and all of the big ones too, but i just don't know if that's enough. and you know, i was in a good mood today, for whatever reason, and i felt strange about it ( Read more... )

it is obligatory for me to say say "happy birthday kurt" via livejournal, and also to listen to nirvana all day, (and also to write "kurt" on my inner arm).

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well, it is the designated l-o-v-e day, which i refuse to acknowledge or care about ( Read more... )

i need to recount last week for myself, since i'm crazy about doing this again (as in, becoming re-addicted to livejournal and feeling the importance of writing every-little-detail-down. i even upgraded my account again so i could re-use all of my old icons! i'm hopeless ( Read more... )