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[amyviking]

I do not want to be one of these people. Who can't enjoy themselves. I feel broken... and there's no one who can fix me. Not even me. I should have had the time of my life tonight, and I simply couldn't. I feel numb and useless and I miss the old me. The me that most of you first became friends with. I hope she's not gone for good. love to all

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[snefru]

don't be daft amykesler, you'd still be my friend even if you just sat and stared awkwardly. but you didn't - you danced, and you made me feel better for not knowing anyone at the cast party. ant it was hard to get into the party anyway

[papayachick]

love right back to you, amy kesler!

[selaplaya]

the party tonight was inaccesible, for many i talked to. dunno how.
amy, you are fabulous. and we were never Particularly close last year, and i still find myself eager to know you better. you're just a lovely, intriguing person. i want you to be well, and i know that's easier said than done. but i love you dearly.