Ugh, I miss you so much! I hope you are back up here with us asap - B :(
Looks like I wont be seeing you again until my birfday and I hope you better make it up here for one of the two parties and stay with me the whole time!
I will totally be staying with you the whole time, if you will have me. Email me and let me know when your parties are, so I can request some time off work.
I agree, too many people have been trying to tell me not to be angry about whats been happening lately. That would be nice but I care to much and denying my feelings would just being trying to escape reality. This is how I deal with it and feeling anger or hatred dosent make me a bad person, too emotional maybe, but not bad.
We do need to have some champizzel and watch BoonDock Saints on the big screen :) To bad we cant wheel it out to the pool!
Hate helped sustain me when I was younger, but it felt like a poison eating me out inside, and I finally had to let it go. I think I'm better off now, but sometimes I miss the drive that it gave me.
There have been points in my life when hate or anger have gotten me into a lot of trouble but in some cases it's also helped me to be a stronger person, that's the drive that cannot be denied.
I've learned to let most of those negative feelings go but still have a hard time not being overly protective of people hurting me or any of my loved ones.
I've always been a very emotional person and I have learned to try very hard to rationalize my feelings in any sensative moments, but sometimes I just cant help myself.
In this situation it's just to hard for me to not be so fucking mad.
Thanks Jamie. I'm so glad to have met you and Josh. I cant wait for you to have a break from school so we can do some minor traveling! I'll be abusing those adjustments very soon too ;)
You'll love Monster, it's fucking great but very emotionally straining.
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Hate is as normal as love. Both are completely natural and everyone needs to feel both at some time, just to be balanced.
I don't have any personal experiences to share with you, so I can't say I know what you are going through; that is too cliche regardless.
But if you wish to vent, please call me anytime.
xoxoxoxoxoxo!
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I hope you are back up here with us asap - B :(
Looks like I wont be seeing you again until my birfday and I hope you better make it up here for one of the two parties and stay with me the whole time!
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I love you and miss you soooooooo much!
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fuck 'em
if you ever want to watch movies on the big screen, you know you are more than welcome to come over and watch stuff here
<3
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That would be nice but I care to much and denying my feelings would just being trying to escape reality.
This is how I deal with it and feeling anger or hatred dosent make me a bad person, too emotional maybe, but not bad.
We do need to have some champizzel and watch BoonDock Saints on the big screen :)
To bad we cant wheel it out to the pool!
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I've learned to let most of those negative feelings go but still have a hard time not being overly protective of people hurting me or any of my loved ones.
I've always been a very emotional person and I have learned to try very hard to rationalize my feelings in any sensative moments, but sometimes I just cant help myself.
In this situation it's just to hard for me to not be so fucking mad.
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I haven't seen Monster. I am going to have to check it out.
It was good to see you guys last night...
Have a beautiful day, Amy!
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I'm so glad to have met you and Josh.
I cant wait for you to have a break from school so we can do some minor traveling!
I'll be abusing those adjustments very soon too ;)
You'll love Monster, it's fucking great but very emotionally straining.
Hope to see you guys soon,
<3++
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