The hardest thing you'll deal with over the next 6 months or so will be a dream about your dad. It'll seem so real, like he never passed away. Then you'll wake up and need to cry. Cry hard.
It takes time. All you can do is keep on going and keep on doing what you do. If there's something that makes you happy or content, see if you can get some time to do it. That generally helps take the edge off (I'm not talking about drink or stuff, I'm speaking of activities). Give it time, you'll heal. You're strong Amy!
you had to come back, duh. because (A) you left all your shit here. you can't just leave your shit. you've got some good shit, too. shit you wanna keep. and because (B) there are people here who love you a lot. i can name a few people who were absolutely miserable because they were so concerned how you felt when your father died. seriously. and i thought that you were really lucky to have friends like these, if you didn't already know that. so enjoy the folks who love you - and "don't let the haters stop you from doin' yo thang."
although, p.s., if you moved to the aforementioned house in monterey? i don't think anyone would blame you. sounds awesome. i don't even know your parents and i wanna move in.
Next time I go back to Monterey you is most totally welcome to join me. The biggest and most bad ass aquarium in the world is just a few blocks away. I've been tryin to get Das Gruft to go with me forever! I aint hate'n on Atlanta or anything, it's just been hard to come back. I was so happy to get back to all my friends though, thats the main reason I'm still here! I love too many people here and I'd be so lonely without ma EFN+. <3
p.s. say HI to my favourite halloween card...... okay, technically it was my only halloween card, but honestly? you intimidated the competition into submission. like, who's gonna top some witch's boot confetti? they be some damn fools if they think they got a shot.
i love you boo, and i'm so sorry that this had to happen. i missed you and jimbo too. if you guys aren't doing anything tomorrow evening come over and carve a pumpkin. - gm
i'm having some folks over for pumpkin carving. nothing big just pumpkins, knives,roasting seeds, and maybe horror movies. you guys should come if you can. i could probably do something later fri. night.
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It takes time. All you can do is keep on going and keep on doing what you do. If there's something that makes you happy or content, see if you can get some time to do it. That generally helps take the edge off (I'm not talking about drink or stuff, I'm speaking of activities). Give it time, you'll heal. You're strong Amy!
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I enjoy thinking about my Dad.
Even when it makes me sad, I enjoy the extreme emotion.
I know I'll heal, I'm just not quite over the accepting the fact part yet.
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although, p.s., if you moved to the aforementioned house in monterey? i don't think anyone would blame you. sounds awesome. i don't even know your parents and i wanna move in.
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The biggest and most bad ass aquarium in the world is just a few blocks away.
I've been tryin to get Das Gruft to go with me forever!
I aint hate'n on Atlanta or anything, it's just been hard to come back.
I was so happy to get back to all my friends though, thats the main reason I'm still here!
I love too many people here and I'd be so lonely without ma EFN+.
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Did it just get to you?
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We've missed yo ass fo-EVAH!
We're tryin to get some folks to gether for Friday night.
What choo doin?
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They arrived at just the right time when I needed a little cheering up :)
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