josh~ its really good to see that you are managing getting through a difficult time with ease. I'm sure it felt good to hang out with your friends who were also friends of chris. I send you my best, whether or not you decide to attend the viewing tonight <3 <3 <3
i'm always fine during the viewing part before hand... but when it get's to the actual funeral, and people start to talk about the person i always break down and start crying.
funerals are always so hard. i hate them, but i'm drawn to them... just because i want to remember and bathe myself in those experiences again. i deal with death in strange ways, i guess. i'm glad you had fun at the fair. i wanted to go this weekend, but had other stuff going on. ah well. i hope you feel better soon. understanding comes with time. <3333 xXx maya.
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i did go to the viewing. and it was hard. i am glad i went. i got a much needed bit of closure.
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but when it get's to the actual funeral, and people
start to talk about the person i always break down and
start crying.
good luck josh.
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i didnt go to the funeral part. once is enough for me, i know i would have broken down again if i went tonight.
i got closure yesterday. thats what i needed. *sigh*
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i deal with death in strange ways, i guess.
i'm glad you had fun at the fair. i wanted to go this weekend, but had other stuff going on. ah well.
i hope you feel better soon. understanding comes with time. <3333
xXx
maya.
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strange indeed ;)
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its not fair. :(
love you too anna<3
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