.you're wonderful.

[an0nym0us_err0r]

Well, i went last night.
Nick[bobby_bac], Charlie[ursolstsummer32], Tristan and I all drove in the same car to the funeral home

Comments

[elvenstar11]

*thinks* I would say I'm sorry and I know how you feel... but in all actuality... thats never true... I've heard it too many times and know how big a lie that truly is... because nobody will know just how you feel.... i've been in your place more times then i care to admit... and when my father died... and people told me that.. i laughed... ~sighs~ i'm here if you ever want to talk... and sooner or later it will get better... not alright... because something like that can't be deemed alright... but it will get better and easier...
~*my thoughts are with you*~
jen

[steph2307]

i dont want to say i'm sorry b/c what good does an apology do. but i do want to say that i feel your pain as i have had friends die myself and i know how hard it is. i wish i could give you a hug right now and i wish i were better with words so that i could say something to help. stay strong. <3 & hugs, stephanie

[punkrock_candy]

like the above said, saying sorry doesnt really help...but i am, im sorry your having to go through this, as well as everyone else who knew and loved your friend. :( just know that im ALWAYS ALWAYS here, if you ever just need someone to talk to or someone to make you laugh. <33

[shootingstars16]

i am so sorry to hear about ur friend. that sucks so much not to know answers. but i def know how u feel. a kid was killed in a car accident my sr year and it was really hard. i hope things all work out for u. i know for me it made me want to get closer to the ppl i had left.

[ursolstsummer32]

"He looked so peaceful. I couldn’t believe seeing him there. Knowing it was him but he wasn’t there. It was a total trip. I wanted to see him jump up and come back to life."

I was thinking the same thing, I was hoping it was like a really bad version of punkd. He did look very peaceful and i'm glad they didn't put him in a suit or anything, they put him in his own clothes that you would have seen him wearing any day of the week and they had his hat. I seriously don't know how I exited that place only sheding a few tears that was a lot harder then any other wake I have been to. I am glad you decided to go I know it made you feel a lot better.