####1 Last Tears
Title : ####1 Last Tears
Author : Yoshikumi Ai
Genre : Hurt
Rating : G
Type : Drabble
Disclaimer : I just borrow Yuto forever
Cast : Yoshikumi Ai X Nakajima Yuto
Ai’s POV
“Sumimasen!” teriakku ketika aku sampai di kediaman Nakajima.
“Masuklah, Yoshi-chan! Aku tidak mengunci pintu depan.” Sahut sahabatku, Nakajima Yuto dari dalam rumah.
Dengan santai, aku memasuki rumah sahabatku. Dari gelagatnya, pasti ia sedang sendirian di rumah. Langsung saja aku masuk ke kamarnya dan duduk di atas ranjangnya. Kulihat ia sedang memainkan gitarnya di atas kursi.
“Doushite, Yoshi-chan?” ia bertanya tanpa mengalihkan perhatiannya dari gitar yang sedang ia pegang.
“I want to talk with you.”
“I’ll listen. Just say it.” Dia masih berfokus pada gitarnya.
“It’s about a serious matter.”
“Yeah, I’ll obediently hear it. Say it immediately!” katanya tanpa memberiku perhatian.
Huh! This brat! Dengan kesal kurebut gitarnya dan kusembunyikan di bawah ranjang.
“Oi!”
“I said, there’s something serious that I talked about!”
“Okay! You win!” dia menarik kursinya mendekatiku dan sekarang berfokus sepenuhnya padaku. “What is it?”
“Before I say it, promise me that you won’t laugh!”
“I promise.”
“And after I say it, promise me that we will still remain best friend.”
“Un.” Dan dia mengangguk.
Aku menarik napas dan memejamkan mata untuk mengumpulkan keberanian. Setelah beberapa saat, kubuka mataku dan menatapnya lekat. “Daisuki.”
“Nani?” dia mengerjap-ngerjapkan kedua matanya, seakan ia ingin terbangun dari sebuah mimpi.
“I told you that I like you.”
“Eh?” dia terlihat tambah shock dan mulai tertawa.
“You promise me that you won’t laugh, right?” death glare mautku menghentikan tawanya.
“So you are serious?”
“Of course.” Tegasku.
“What do you like from me?” My kakkoi faces? My cute smile? My gold voice? My---“
“Stop joking around!” why is he so narcissistic?
“Don’t get mad, Yoshi-chan!” So are you wants us to start dating?”
“Nope.” Kataku singkat.
“So what do you mean? You say that you like me, but you won’t date me. It’s so confusing ne~”
“First, we must make it clear! What is your feeling towards me?” aku memberinya pertanyaan yang membuatnya gelagapan.
“Umb…” dia menunduk tak berani menatapku.
“It’s okay if you look me just as a friend. Tell me now, so I never get hurt.” Paksaku.
“Sorry, I don’t have any feeling for you.” Akhirnya ia mengatakannya juga.
“It doesn’t matter. Just keep your second promise. We are still best friend. Kay?” sedikit terpaksa, kuberikan senyum termanisku padanya.
“I’m a man, who always keeps his promise. But let me ask you something. Why did you tell me?”
“It’s simple. I won’t hide my feeling anymore, because I won’t regret it later. Ah~ my chest is lighter now… Thanks for listen at me. So, I’ll go home first. Mata ashita!” aku beranjak pergi meninggalkannya.
Setelah aku menutup pintu kamarnya, air mataku mulai turun dari kedua mataku. Jatuh membentuk aliran di kedua belah pipiku.
Dengan kekuatan yang tersisa, aku berlari menuju rumahku. Tak kuhiraukan tatapan penuh tanda tanya Okaa-chanku. Sebelum ia dapat menyusulku, aku segera ke kamar dan mengunci pintu.
“It’s okay Ai. Now and forever, you don’t have anything to regret.” Aku terus menerus mengulang-ulangi kalimat ini diantara tetesan air mataku. Hingga aku jatuh tertidur…
Yuto’s POV
“Yoshi-chan, you lied to me. You said that you’ll never get hurt. But your tears are still fallen.”
Kuambil gitarku. “As I thought, you just pretend to be strong. Like always…” dan mulai bernyanyi…
These are the last tears I'm gonna cry for you
My cryin's through I'm moving on
I don't regret and won't forget
A single thing that we went through
But there are the last tears I'm gonna cry for you…
[INDIGO GIRLS - Last Tears]
P.S.
Because I'm still a beginner, the drabble become mess up. I'm sorry.
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P.Ss.
I would like to use English, but I'm lack of it. So the FF become like this. Gomennasai...
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P.Ssss.
Don't forget to drop a Misaki...
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P.Sssss.
Arigatou for reading it...
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