no one ever comments any more. do u know why? i do...its because i have no friends and no one likes me. kasumi hates me and so does ian for some unknown reason. he just stopped talking to me. and to day i brought it up and he just looked at me and walked away. i have absolutely no one..well thats not ENTIRELY true. i have barbra. but i dont really ( Read more... )

sry...i DID go on to lj a lot but i just didnt feel like posting or updating only reading. wow.. a lot has happend since last post. i went to megacon and had a great time. even tho i was by my self. its nice to just go to a con like that by yourself sometimes. plus, then u dont have to constantly worry about loosing one of ur friends or hurting ( Read more... )

im sick...thats why i havent been at school the last 2 days. i hate it...i feel like crap and i cant do any thing. all i have been doing is sleeping and drawing an cafe. i finally ordered the premium tickets for the D'espairsRay concert at megacon..i get front row seat now! and of course i got one for kasumi too! i dont want to sit alone...we still ( Read more... )

so i just got the reservations for the hotel thats sponsoring megacon! and for all three days! yes! yes! yes! *spazes out* im going to megacon! *dances* im going to megacon ( Read more... )

ok so im back! anyone have any plans for newyears? mayber u wanna do something with me?...or not thats ok ( Read more... )

yes!!! my dad emailed me and said that he, my mom, and i are going to megacon! and are going all three days, staying at the hotel,...and SEEING D'ESPARIS RAY!! this is the best Christmas ( Read more... )

omg! i just checked the site! and despairs ray is going to be there in concert on the last day! i really REALLY have to go now! i just have to!

i really like comments! but for some reason i havent been getting them! thats not fun! please guys comment...i really like and appreciate it when u do ( Read more... )

so im leaving in 30 min. to go to the airport to get on a plane (obviously) to go to minnesota...whoo whoo..can u just feel the excitement? i do kinda want to see my family a little bit and i do want to see my grandpa and grandma...i just wish we werent there for a week...anyways i got this HUGE computer bag that i use for my portable dvd player ( Read more... )

ok here i go ( Read more... )