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[an_empty_shell]

What is it thats still bothering me? why do I have this empty feeling in the pit of my stomach? I feel I should be happy, things are going much better for me then a lot of people. I got my college degree in a field I like, and I work job that actually lets me use it. Not only that, but unlike many people, I don't hate my job. Sure I have the days

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[baname7]

This post illustrates a lot of what I am feeling as well. Very content and doing exactly what I want to do, but when I lay down at night... it hits me.

I think its loneliness. Even though I have friends, I can't help but feel I need something else. It makes me think of Reiko. I begin to want her by my side. I want someone there that I am comfortable with because sometimes, I am not comfortable being alone with my self, and my own thoughts. Thats not me being mushy either. I haven't always felt that way. Just recently.

It may be something completely different for you, but if I have a person that I care about near me at the end of the day... I think I'd feel better.

[an_empty_shell]

Its a shame your in Japan, otherwise I'd suggest we go get a beer and talk about this stuff

[wasiqi]

This reminds me of Prince Siddhartha before he went and became the Buddha.

[an_empty_shell]

yeah, but I'm not ready to offer myself up to a starving lion and her cubs yet. I hope I'm thinking of the the right religious stories, its been a while since i read this stuff.

[wasiqi]

Try eating food to fill your empty pit stomach?