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Oct 11, 2005 12:54

i really don't think college is for me at all. i am not happy here. i am wondering if the only reason i am even here is because of my mom or because i'm afraid of what my future will be if i don't go. i have no motivation and i'm really screwing myself. i don't know what to do... because everyone else seems so on top of things. it only makes ( Read more... )

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knotshort86 October 11 2005, 18:56:39 UTC
girl, i'm just treading water to keep my head above it. and I'm with you on that I dont really know what to do.

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chibimateo October 11 2005, 19:49:18 UTC
At least you can tread water in college. After that, it just feels like drowning. But seriously, try to relax more, try to do things a little more ahead of time if you can, and try to find something enjoy doing (or better yet, find something that doesn't take much time to do and you can tolerate).

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warich19 October 11 2005, 22:29:20 UTC
It's a been a while since we've talked, but, once again, your thoughts remarkably resemble mine. I feel completely out of place. I feel like this is a place of work, not learning, and that really bugs me. I have considered dropping out (probably not seriously), but I feel like if I do that I will be failure at life. And I also feel obligated to continue for my mom, since she has pretty much raised me my whole life to be a greater success than herself. I keep wanting to quit school and become a writer, but maybe high school was just too easy and I'm not used to work.

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an_exactscience October 12 2005, 04:19:57 UTC
yea i think it's a much more common feeling than we realize. it's nice to know i'm not alone in the world.

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