Im goin fucking crazy right now. I can only stay in my house for the amount of time it takes me to sleep and get ready to leave.. I feel so shitty right now..Its my fault though because im letting it get to me when I just just be like whatever shit happens and tomorrow is a new day ( Read more... )

Well my weekend kinda of sucks... and its all because of st. Patricks day. Faith Brad Shauna and I went over to kens apartment and got fuckin wasted!!! It was so much fun! I met a lot of people there and they were all pretty cool except for the 25 year old guy that was hitting on all the girls and being an asshole to them when none of them wanted ( Read more... )

Today was insane. My grandma told me, once again that if I dont graduate this year then be able to live with her any more :( and I really dont know where I would live because I really dont want to move back in with my mom ( Read more... )

My weekend was frick-en sweet! lol I hung out with Faith and Zoe and we partied a little. I had a lot of fun. It was kinda cool to meet a bunch of new people and not have a boyfriend at the same time I guess. I dunno I love Paul but I think thats all in the past now and I need to move on. I have such mixed feelings for him now. Its kinda weird. ( Read more... )

Self Injury Awareness Day - March 1st ( Read more... )

This is weird. For sum reason this doesnt seem right to me......

Grounded! and this sucks. I get myself in trouble all the time. I dont know why though, espcially cuz i hate it so much. Im gettin kinda sick too. It sounds like am losing my voice or sumthing. well high and goodnight

~CrYsTaL~

My weekend was pretty awesome. On Friday night my aunt and uncle had the whole family over for dinner because my brother came home from basic training and my cousin lisa was visiting from Colorado. Then after me and Paul, my brother and his friends and lisa and her friend all went to my aunt Dawns house and PARTIED!! It was great. Shawn was the ( Read more... )

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OH how I love to be grounded! And now Im doin more time because I had Paul stay at my house when he should have left. But I wanted him so stay and I knew I would get in trouble so..whatever ( Read more... )