A Person Like Me

May 16, 2016 21:19

TItle : A person Like Me
Author : an_jung
Pairing : Matsumoto Jun x Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre : Romance, Fanfic, Angst
Desclaimer : i dont own Arashi, sadly... A person LIke Me @ Lee Seung Gi
warning : unbeta!



A Person Like Me

I sit in the counter. sipping my drink. Not like usual that i used to end in one shot. Acctually, I am waiting for him. The one that called me in the middle of night. Without saying anything. He just want me to accompany him drinking.

When i am done with my first glass, i felt someone sit beside me. i turn and see him ordering his drink.

"Hey," he said.

"Dont hey me, Nino. Why you called me in the middle of night?" i ask him.

Nino just smile at me, "Betsuni. I just want to have drink with you,"

I look at him. Yes, he is smilling, indeed. But still i know there must be something until he want to have drink with me. Something wrong.

"Tell me. What wrong?" I ask when my second glass come.

Suddenly i felt a head on my shoulder. he leaned on me. But when i want to ask him again, i felt somthing wet in my shirt. I look at him and realized he is crying. "Ni-Nino? Doushita?"

I felt he took a deep breath, "Ne, J. Can i ask you something?"

I embrace him, "You can ask me anything Nino. What wrong?"

"J. What kind of person should i date?" finally he asked.

He ask that question. It makes me utter no word. "Ne, J. Tell me?" he ask again.

I took a breath, "Hmm. Someone that can clap for you when you're happy. Someone that can give you an embrace when you're sad," I said while drinking.

"That kind of person?" He raised his eyebrow with sad smile.

"Un. That kind of person. Also, a person that can smile at same time with you. A person that see the same things with you and feels the same with you. I think that kind of person suit you the best,"

I look at him who now play with his empty glass.

'a person like me, Nino,' i said in my mind.

We dont mutter any words. We just keep drinking. When suddenly. I felt the urge to ask him too. I have the urge for him to notice what i feel.

"Ne, Nino. If i change your question with, what kind of person you want to date, what is your answer?"

He look hesitate and play with his glass again, "Answer me, Nino," i demand.

He still not look at me when said, "I dont know it too, J. What kind of person should i date?"

"Why you ask me again?"

"Tell me more, J. Tell me more about what kind of person i should date?" Nino Snap and look at me right in my eyes.

I smile and look at his eyes, "Someone who hold you tight when you get overhelmed. Someone who lend their shoulder when things are hard,"

I see Nino smiles, "Like what you did to me?" he suddenly ask.

I continue to look at his eyes and smiles. "That kind suits you, Nino," i said that. But acctually i want to say 'yes. Like what i did to you. So a person like me, Nino. Me,'

"Also. Someone who wipes your away your tears," i said while wipes his tears. "and can cry of joy for you, Nino," i added.

Nino finnaly let a laugh. "I need to find that kind of person, J,"

In the end i only can look at him, i really want to said. That the person that he should date is a person like me. I want to said that i wouldnt make him cry so he should date me. For me, his happiness is everything, i will do everything to make him happy. I really want to shout that the person you should date is me.

"That person is right here, right beside you," i wishper softly.

He turn his head to me, "Un? You said something?"

I smile and shook my head, "No. Keep drinking. I'll pay,"

In the end, i cant say it to him. I can say that i love him and i want him to date him. In the end i cant said, a person like me is the one that suit him the best.

'yes, Nino. A person like me,'

fin


Konbanwa~
Hello, hello..
its been a really long time since i write an angst. But i hope it turn out good.
And its MATSUMIYA!!!! Yay!!!
basically, this is from Lee Seung gi Song before he go to enlistment (based on my friend said). SO, i tought the song is pretty good, so why not i make a fanfic. So, here we go, a matsumiya one.

Anyway, i hope you enjoy it.
ill be back to my sitcom scenario first. jaa~

Thank you for reading...
Comment are appreciate ^^

fanfic, arashi, matsumiya, songfic, drabble

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