I haven't posted in a while but I have been on, watchin the proana community. Still haven't been accepted, even though I put my app in weeks ago. *sigh*. 2468 didn't really work out very well. I had 300 cals on the 200 day and 500 on the 400. I had 600 on the right day, but I hated it. It felt like too much. So I went for another fast, but it only ( Read more... )

My fast went very well. I can't believe I actually did it. The last day in the evening was hard, it took everything in me not to go to the kitchen. So, because of my hard work I lost 4 lbs! Very happy about that. Today I'm starting 2468. Since I made it through the fast, I'm sure I can make it though this. I don't want to get my hopes up too much. ( Read more... )

So I'm on day 2 of my fast and its going pretty good. I just had coffee and diet pop yesterday and the same today. I love this empty feeling, its so empowering. I made dinner for everyone tonight, and I wasn't even interested in eating; not hungry at all. I wish I could feel this way all the time. I hate food so much. Tomorrow is the last day of my ( Read more... )

Age: 26
Height: 5'6"
HW: 198
LW: 123
CW: 142
GW1: 130
GW2: 120
GW3: 115
CBMI: 22.9
GBMI: 17 or 18 (i know i have to go lower than 115 to reach that, but i planned on it anyway)

I'm fasting today. I tried to start that yesterday, but it was the first day of my period and well it got all screwed up. I had a bagel and then later a roast beef sandwich and then ( Read more... )

Your Body Image is 100% Unhealthy, 0% Healthy
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bOdy               perfection        FAT              Lose weight                                  obsession

mirror mirror                    HeAdachE             addiction                                     pain

druG                depression                   pathetic              dying to be thin                    will power

i ( Read more... )