First day of school: not bad ( Read more... )

I hate you, but I love you. How do I get rid of one or the other? I can't. It's not possible.

My Alexander was this ( Read more... )

DOOODE! This day was a fucking pain in the ass.. hahaha. I went to the United High fish camp deal, partly because since they didn't have my schedule I decided to call and ask if I could possibly get it before school starts, so I call and they are like yeah sure come today to the camp and we can give it to you, so i'm like YESSS! Well, anyways I ( Read more... )

I'm pretty damn bored.. well sort of. Rochelle's here.. she's prolyl reading this. It was funny I was talking to myself cuz she can't hear cuz of the headphones..well anyways. Hm.. I'm waiting for Georgie to call.. and I'm bored. Lol. I wish it was Saturday already.. that way I can go and buy a pretty shirt or get some shoes at the mall for Jeanie' ( Read more... )

Life's just all crazy. I'm so confused with this whole deal. I liek awshker a lot, but I'm tired of waiting. I don't know. This is mental. I just give up, whatever happens happens. Every second i spend thinking about it, and I can't stop. I don't know what to do. I try to keep myself busy, but the moment i sit or space out, my mind goes to that. I ( Read more... )

Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what, we call a tragedy. Come back to me. Come back to me, to me.

To roads split out from ehre and my life goes running in opposite directions.

Today si mine and awshkers one month ann. :D lol.. so if he reads it.. HAPPY ANN. BEBE! lol.. yeah i dunno.. today sucked.. mahn was all crazy and mr mallon and castro we're on their periods or something.. they we're being dicks today.. mallon made us re-do a leg excersize.. it burned like fuck.. then we we're doing the leg deals i hate and we had ( Read more... )

..things haven't been so great.. later on today i'm gonna find out something i don't wanna know, well hope it's what i want to hear, but what if it's not. everything's so crazy. it's just awkward to have that feeling something's wrong and then u find out it is. it sucks so much, but i dunno... i always tell everyone it's gonna be ok.. that ( Read more... )