I spent the entire afternoon at leya's. Actually, the entire afternoon in Leya's pool. It was so much fun! Bella didn't swim cause she didn't bring her swimsuit but she made up some LAME excuse why she couldn't swim. It was just me, alex, leya, bea, abe, stef and bella. Two of the best things in the world= swimming+friends. We jumped into the pool ( Read more... )

I'm weird this week... or maybe weirder. I"ve been pigging out with mireille, stef and leya for the past two days. wow. how great. and i slept from 5 to 9 today instead of doing the stuff i was supposed to do. so here i am... a bit sleepy but still wide awake. huh? whatever. Like my new icon? it's not for emo people, it's for lazy people. I'm bored ( Read more... )

kim's party was fun. there were less people compared to last year's but nonetheless it was fun! thanks kimberly jao. before that, mireille, abe, bea, bella, jaime and i watched borat at mireille's with her ever-so-reliable debede. they all seemed to be so into the movie that hours after, they were still talking about it. i found it rather too much ( Read more... )

oh i love my buddha. what would i do without arya dearest? anyway, i enjoyed the loooong weekend because i actually got to rest and be a bum even just for a day. apparently, that's a luxury high school juniors are very deprived of... being a bum, i mean. ooh ( Read more... )

School's been so exhausting lately. Somehow, I'm tired but I don't find myself hating the week that just passed. I mean, I've had many sleepless nights because of projects and tests but I've had worse. This whole week left me drained yet fulfilled. I would rather that I slept late because of a test I studied for than knowing that my eyebags got ( Read more... )

i hate it when people assume so many things. it makes me so damn pissed when that happens. why can't people let others live without them being so nosy? when i say no, i mean no. people shouldn't be asking so much more questions. i don't owe anyone any explanation. people, they don't understand. they think there always has to be something behind ( Read more... )

i had a blast during leya's birthday weekend. it was actually good timing. It was right after exams. Okay, even if i did step on... ew. I don't even wanna talk about it. Poor auti and stef! ahaha! Those would be just few of the fun times in third year. the rest would be crappy and tiring.

i'm sucking it all in. i know i'm going to cry. i know i'm going to regret the chances i had but i feel numb right now. i'm crying inside. i know it. i'm just holding it in. i don't want her to leave. i don't want anyone to leave. they're all leaving. who's gonna be here with me? who should i blame? i want to blame this damn country. i want to ( Read more... )

people always leave. most of the time, they don't come back. sometimes they do. sometimes. if you're lucky. i want to stop time. Can I?

We have to write 2 poems for lit. Well, not really write, we just have to put them in the context. how can i write if i'm not in the mood? seriously. i don't wanna just write something. i wanna write something that actually has an impact. something that mireille would loathe reading. something that i could read over and over again. something that ( Read more... )