I just want to meet my prince charming. Where are you??

a month is really only 4 wks long ( Read more... )

edit to my last post:

apples
applesauce
teas
diet pepsi*
sushi
fuze drinks

and i gotta finish the food i bought
pasta with mushroom/pepper sauce
some pretzels and low fat popcorn :]

how I can be so fat, but fit into 0's and 24's..??? how is this and i can fit into medium shirts... hrmm =/ i wanna wear larges. I gg do a bunch of work, I wish I could talk! =/

being in debt ( Read more... )

I realize, there used to be a point in my life where it all began and I thought my life was horrible. But in fact, it wasn't nearly as bad as it is today. Because of that mind set in the beginning, and not talking about the original problem then, I only made it worse and worse. It turned into self abuse(cutting and taking obscene amts of tylenol) ( Read more... )

so we had this drug awareness thing at my school few wks ago, some kids spoke n told us their stories, I related to almost every one of them and I agree, sober life is the way to live. However they made a huge connection that I always seemed to miss, which prolly has affected me more than just my past drug abuse.. I dont remember ever really ( Read more... )

so today was a little tough ( Read more... )

I don't want to feel this way anymore! either I have to kill myself, or find help for once and for all.

I have no idea why I am doing this again.. Im content with my body most of the time now, I havent dare thought of this in a while or actually doing it again "ever". But here I am, once again, and this time, really no excuse I can even make up. The only things I got are ( Read more... )