why does restricting feel so good, so safe?

oh gawwwwd, here i am again ( Read more... )

Thanks ana, for fucking up my chances.

goodbye cambridge.

fuck.

Today was...well...

one of my closest friends told me today that she found out her dad is bulimic. her DAD.
and i've suspected for some time that she's ana as well, and we basically had this big long chat, and turns out she's sort of realised she is
she's gone from about 160lbs to 130 since christmas, and she couldnt eat a cake i asked her to eat (i ( Read more... )

i got out of the meal, tfg.

i was so worried about that!

phew!

so i can make my own dinner :)

our psychology class are going out for a meal tonight and im being dragged there but the menu is complete shit and i really dont want anything to do with any of it its all fried or with cream and its lke 1000 calories per course what do i do? i want to just have dinner at home and then go and just have a drink but my mums being a complete cow & she ( Read more... )

Well I started well :D hopefully as I plan to go on ( Read more... )

exams over :D so haleighluyah i can stopp eating so much, it felt so horrible :/
but i thought i probably should seeing as i cant fail , and sitting them with a fuzzy head would be crappy....
starting the 28 day plan tomorrow, it sounds good :)
anyway,
:)

exam time at the moment...im not enjoying it. good news is ive only got one more to go, bad news is i should probably eat another 400 calories to be prepared...but i REALLY dont want to. im on 846 atm, i feel so fat and ut of control after the last rew days, its so icky forcing myself to eat 1200.... BUT then again after 11am tomorrow i can go back ( Read more... )