Alone Again

[anaheimangel16]

Now is one of those times where I wish that I had someone to turn to to talk out all the crap in my head and try to make some kind of sense out of it all but there is none to be found. Viviam is at a concert and isnt much help with serious stuff, Laila is sleeping, danny hasnt talked to me in weeks, brandon is hurting in Iraq, and who knows who

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[lalalalaila]

i totally know how you feel. just the other day i felt the exact same way. i didnt realize there was a problem last night, though i should have figured. im sorry i couldnt be there for you last night. stupid jury duty. its annoying in more than several ways. anyway, im here now if you need to talk. maybe ill text you to make sure everything is ok. but every time you fall, learn from it. it doenst have to be a waste. sometimes its hard to see what there is to learn or maybe it doenst come immediately, but there is some lesson. i have yet to figure out the lesson from the andrew thing. but im starting to think that the reason for it, was so that i can be closer with you. i feel lately that we have bonded more. and i appriciate that greatly. so, try to find what there is to learn, and grow as a person. everything happens for a reason and it will all come together in the end. until then, im here for you =)