sadly I just realized that today is the 20th and if eric and i were still together it would be a year today. I dont know why i torment myself with crap like that. Its not even like im sad anymore it just sucks. There are still so many feelings between the two of us. I just want them to settle. Weather they settle together or move on. I hate this ( Read more... )

i dont have anything to type really except i am at work on a saturday and theres nothing to do and i found 2 dollars!! Yay for me!! anyways the halloween costumes are looking mighty awesome!! im so excited for all the festivities!!! yay october!!

Alright, so yesterday was such an awesome day that i had to get off my lazy butt and actually post something. So it started out with me waking up and actually being excited for school, i dont know how that happened but it did and it was a good feeling. We got out of psychology early so i actually didnt fall asleep. Then i went to starbucks with ( Read more... )

So im ditching two classes today. This is where I say to myself, "ali, i think its time you get your priorities straight" Ive come to this conclusion because right now I view friendships that I have way more important then everything else. We did this excersise on what we want our priorities to be and what they actually are and it was pretty cool. ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE THIS WHOLE BLEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I wake up later then normal and dont have time to look all pretty but i dont really care, theres no one to look pretty for anyways. Im driving to school and the car in front of me is a MORON and cuts me off to get in front of me in the first place and decides that since he has 2 miles between him and the car in front of him he needs to slam on ( Read more... )

Alright, so as laila has stated, we had a fun night on Friday. It was fun. haha i stated that already. Well, two weeks ago, when we went to the street fair, there was something we were going to remember the next day to make fun of edgar for or something like that and we couldnt remember. all we knew was that there was something we had to remember ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like everything in your life is perfect except your missing just one thing, one thing to make everything complete? And if your lucky, you figure out what that one thing is, you go after it, and the rest of your life is set. And if your me, you figure out what that one thing is and realize, you cant have it. Or if you can, its not ( Read more... )

Alright, my computer at home has been acting like a jerk and wont let me go on anysites and i am only allowed to be on for 10 minutes before it freezes. So i havent been able to write all that i wanted to. And now im at work and have time and i cant remember anything i wanted to say so it is sad times. Today has started off so horribly. i woke up ( Read more... )

Alright, ive only been at school for 2 hours and so much has happened that i need to share. First, I had class, that was boring. Then i ate a pink muffin, that was yummy. Then i walked laila to her class, hid from her teacher, and chatted with tommy, that was entertaining ( Read more... )