COS

im so sorry that i love u this much, i know that it seems like another stupid attemp to get u to love me agian, but i cant help it because i dont feel anything right now... except regret ( Read more... )

i think im going to be sick, emily is going to ditch me to go to tiffanys and hang out with a buch of people who pretend like they like me, and watch them sit around and participate in illegal activitys... but im too cool to be bad ass i think ill stay home

i dont want to think about u and i dont want to think about u thinking about me and i dont want u and i dont want what u have and i dont want to think about our kiss because it kills me and im sorry and i wish i never met u... but i want u more than anything. i just want to be whats good enough, if thats possible, i just want to be everything, ( Read more... )

i guess i just want to be one of those girls that all the guys think about that every guy wants and knows, the girl that that they talk about in songs like "take me home tonight" nad "list" and "shes my baby" by rocket summer, and eddie, and speck ( Read more... )

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im not organized, all i care about is being a bad ass, i havent written in my real journal in so long, i think the only reason anyone keeps updating their livejournals is because they know people are going to read it and judge them... in a good way.. if not then we would make them privite right ( Read more... )

im talkin to lex, she wants her friend jesus to come pic me up and go to his house for a par-tay but i told her no cuz i feel sickly ( Read more... )

im going to california this summer, im so sorry sean... i tried to talk to ______ i dont really kknow what i did, i think it helped, maybe he gets it now, i dont even know what i want him to get, maybe i just want an apoligy and a fone call...

good weekend i guess.. iv been checkin out some new music.. no one reads my journal anymore. turns out were moving the week after we get out of school now.. so we only have like a month to get our shit together... i didnt get to hang with dan, but i talked to him and sean.. uhh.. im bored..