honesty is a just another form of unattractive secrets. its nothing but hidden buried lies that gets deeper and deeper and deeper ( Read more... )

HOLY CRAP!

i should update.

anyways i was thinking about trimming ian's hair. he really needs one.

vacation was awful!!

my gourmet dinner turned into a big mess literally. yeah avoid the cooking and just order out for now on.

*oh yeah frankie, i decited to keep the LJ username and it would be too much of a trouble to do that because i'm a lazy ( Read more... )

i was looking back at my old journal entries and i just realized what a complete ass i made out of myself! so now thats a bit embarassing!

its raining out very very ugly

and now and i'm not tired. i can't go to bed. but i'm tired and i refuse to take a sedative.

OMG

i <33333333333333333333333333 alcohol

this whole "drunk" thing has got to stop.

becvause right now everhdthing si blurry and s it hard dto read and see.

sdherdherthjjtejtjh

thats a wrapp.

i’m ugly ( Read more... )

my presence is repetative and it is really starting to get to me. it is a cycle that is continuously being repeated over and over and over again. it is really lame that i can't do certain things due to excuses, making promises that i don't follow through on, having people wait on me, canceling appointments intentionally etc...

i really wish i wasn't ( Read more... )

LAST PERSON WHO ( Read more... )

i neglected my poor livejournal with useless inappropriate entries to an absurd degree. therefor i might make a new LJ user name so that i won't make such an ass out of myself. It just takes time to do that & make a new layout & make an icon and etcetera. i don't even have an icon for this LJ. this one sucks ass and doesn't even make sense 99.9% of ( Read more... )

i need sleep. i need showers. i need food.

the silence is so loud