i don't understand music these days. really ( Read more... )

okay ( Read more... )

went to canada last night to a strip club. naked girls dancing is always fun.

got fucked on a few shots of some good stuff. i think it was after shock. don't feel so bad today..

was a good night.

driving home tomorrow morning.

wish me luck!

this journal is not closed... i'm just not going to use it really anymore but for remembering things.

i'm not getting a new one either, i just don't like it anymore.

i'm so glad i'm leaving this shithole for a little while.

maybe forever.

i think i'll drag will with me.

ghey. who says ghey ( Read more... )

Chances are you won't like me, and Chances are,

I won't
like you.

So Fuck off, Horse Twat.

*sigh* I'm sleepy. I think if I want to sleep now, I'd never make it. I feel sleepy, but I don't feel sleepy enough to fall asleep. Contradictions make me happy. <3 ( Read more... )

OK, so I suppose I just had to sleep on the whole California thing, and try to get it off of my mind. It seems the more I talk about it to people, the more depressed I end up being about it. I can't spend, until they find out for sure, being upset and crying every night that Will comes home. I try to avoid it, really I do. So I just remain ( Read more... )