So frustrated!

[anajayme]

I feel SO fat! Last night I was dumb enough to feel decent about myself b/c I was at a party where most of the girls (and it was a huge party) were all bigger than me. That was definitely a fluke. I went to the gym this morning - I am SUCH a cow! Out of probably 25 girls in my class, seriously 20 of them were thinner than me! I wore a tank top

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use it as motivation!

[paradise4]

awww love im sorry to hear that, I experienced a similar situation last night too...I felt huge when I was out. But we can use as as motivation to become beautiful skin and bones!

[sliceybitch]

I felt the same way last night when my bf told me i look like the chubby girl behind the ice cream counter. so depressing. however, you just have to use it. Use that for your motivation, when you want to eat think about those fatties and how much thinner you want to be then them!!

On a personal note, I remember talking to you (or at least reading a lot of your posts) from like a year ago, and I was just wondering how you've been? Have you been "good" w/eating or havin you taken a terrible plunge like myself?? lol good luck and sorry you had a bad experience

hey

[anajayme]

hey, how are ya? i know it's been a while since you wrote that, but i figured i'd answer anyway - i haven't made any progress this year. it's really quite pathetic. i did a triathlon this summer, and i think i built entirely too much muscle getting ready for it. don't think i'm ever doing that again! i'm doing a juice fast right now i'm at 49 hrs, i'm shooting for 125 hrs, which would be a new record for me. when i get off it, i want to eat almost exclusively raw foods when i do eat... what's new wiht you? are you back on track?