beginnings, new things
Had breakfast at Lovely's yesterday. Salamat Lovely, ha? It was a great way to start the day. I hope you enjoy the croissants. :) I've been too busy lately, and I'm thinking I need more time to spend with friends - I still owe Kevin a day to show him around and such. Maybe I won't enroll next semester and focus on work for a while. Hm.
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Celine needs to stop. She needs to stop calling me, she needs to stop ...saying things. She needs to know that she should be happy with what she has - she has a beautiful baby, and she has a family.
But I can't really blame her, 'cause old habits die hard. Being together for seven years made us too comfy, too dependent on each other.
There are times I am too strongly reminded of things she did, things she said, through other people. I know I shouldn't shut myself off from the world, that's why I'm meeting new people, new friends - Lovely, Prof, and everyone else, Kevin. Even Candy's occasional bullying is a comfort. :)
I welcome all the changes in my life, in my flat (the sight of the walls of Kevin's room makes me smile, it feels so happy), in Celine's old unit: I'm happy I let Lovely rent it, the place doesn't seem like Celine anymore. Sure the shell is still hers - she personally decorated the interior - but Lovely and Prof staying there now changed the heart, and I guess that's what matters.
Maybe I should get a new hobby. Cooking seems ...challenging. :D
PRIVATE
Celine needs to stop. She needs to stop calling me, she needs to stop ...saying things. She needs to know that she should be happy with what she has - she has a beautiful baby, and she has a family.
But I can't really blame her, 'cause old habits die hard. Being together for seven years made us too comfy, too dependent on each other.
There are times I am too strongly reminded of things she did, things she said, through other people. I know I shouldn't shut myself off from the world, that's why I'm meeting new people, new friends - Lovely, Prof, and everyone else, Kevin. Even Candy's occasional bullying is a comfort. :)
I welcome all the changes in my life, in my flat (the sight of the walls of Kevin's room makes me smile, it feels so happy), in Celine's old unit: I'm happy I let Lovely rent it, the place doesn't seem like Celine anymore. Sure the shell is still hers - she personally decorated the interior - but Lovely and Prof staying there now changed the heart, and I guess that's what matters.
Maybe I should get a new hobby. Cooking seems ...challenging. :D