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Shredding a tidal wave of whiskey on a surfboard made out of don't care
“That’s the problem with drinking, I thought, as I poured myself a drink. If something bad happens you drink in an attempt to forget; if something good happens you drink in order to celebrate; and if nothing happens you drink to make something happen ( Read more... ) -
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My schedule doesn't really provide me with an obvious time to consistently write! I have to remember to and be able to, at the same time? Come on, really ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't thought about Christmas much. No wait, that's a lie. I haven't thought about what I wanted for Christmas. Or my birthday. I kind of assume that everyone is broke or that I won't see anyone. But I got presents for some people. John asked me yesterday what I want for my birthday. As a joke, I said "World peace," because that's what he ( Read more... ) -
HERE COMES THE SUN
I'm feeling better. Last time I visited Reuelio, he graciously donated to me some "Tylenol 3 with Codeine". Much stronger than regular acetaminophen, ibuprofen, naproxen sodium, etc. I only took one pill and there is not a trace of pain in my body. Even the pain in my mind is fading (though I was well aware that the noticeable increase of my tears ( Read more... ) -
No one's ever gonna love you
I want to be great. Not just great. I want to be Great. I want to be A great ( Read more... ) -
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I had a lot of energy right before I was going to write in this thing tonight. Like, mental energy. I've been more active lately, playing more, going to parks, walking more briskly, picking up around the office or home. It really balances shit out. I love living here! But I'm also so ready to move into a new place. I love the location we live at, ( Read more... ) -
I think I'll be alright.
I used to really dislike almost every female singer I heard in a band. I couldn't clearly define why, other than the recurring thought "This would sound better if a guy sang it ( Read more... ) -
The Invention of Pornography
Pornography tends to be defined by what it is not: it is not art, it is not legitimate, it is not safe for popular consumption.…Explicit imagery is as old as art itself, but pornography, as a thought structure, can be traced back to the eighteenth century with the discovery of Pompeii and the impetus to develop a new taxonomy of art ( Read more... ) -
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Been a while since I wrote. Haven't seen much of a point to. Not doing a whole lot ( Read more... ) -
Stop Worst Case Scenarioing Things
Okay, okay. Everything's going to be alright. Everything's going to work out beautifully. I haven't lost control of anything. Sometimes I just need to be grounded.