began watching football, learning arabic, enjoying public transportation, realizing what I want in life, lost a lot. 2003.

new zealand, applications, being single. 2004.

why are all the best emopop songs about distance? (deathcab, getupkids)

i have a lot of fear right now.

good-bye.

this last week has been the longest week ever, except that springbreak i had earlier this year... and as long as that was in amazing perfection happiness this weeks been in agonizing frustration sadness.

i dont know where to start.

20 years of memories in this house. just rewinding/fastforwarding the tape in my head. christmases to kimberly.

i'm reading afterward by mike bryan. its good.

i did what was easy, i stayed. i should have left. i really should have left.

i hate the way talking makes me hurt more

its the way old movies will speak european languages without subtitles for minutes ( Read more... )

its the way tears sit on old peoples cheeks, and babies scream at restaurants.

mom-mom died..... :((((((((((((((((((( :( :( :( :((((((((((((((

well this entry was suppose to be about how 'great' it was to be a designated driver last night. when your drunk friend says 'oh man todd, it'll take a whole thanksgiving dinner for you to forgive us for tonight' uhm yea.

Copyright 2003 - Martin Glaude