Fucking a, what's wrong now rick?
DoubledDeuceFsc: lately I've been so fucking pissed off at everyone that that word just wants to spring out
DoubledDeuceFsc: the split second I'm searching for a deragtory noun
DoubledDeuceFsc: that's the harshest word I know
DoubledDeuceFsc: so it wants to come out
the3rdseasonx: Yip. That's pretty damn harsh. How come you've been so angry?
DoubledDeuceFsc: because people have been ditching me
DoubledDeuceFsc: either excused or not
DoubledDeuceFsc: I just have a lot of plans that don't come into bloom
DoubledDeuceFsc: so I get fucking pissed
the3rdseasonx: Oh hey! I know how that is.
DoubledDeuceFsc: and I have the chance to hang out with some friends I don't get to see much anymore
DoubledDeuceFsc: and my mother flips the fuck out
DoubledDeuceFsc: I went to a YA meeting (Youth Adelantando, youth activist group thing) and it was canceled when no one showed up except like, 4 peole including myself
DoubledDeuceFsc: so I went to the apartment (the cuddle house)
DoubledDeuceFsc: with said 4 people
DoubledDeuceFsc: because my guitarist, ziggie was supposed to go to YA and he said that if he hadn't he was going to go to the apartment
DoubledDeuceFsc: he didn't come
DoubledDeuceFsc: so when I get home
DoubledDeuceFsc: after calling at 8:30
DoubledDeuceFsc: I tell her that the meeting was canceled and that I went to the apartment
DoubledDeuceFsc: and she is dead set on the notion that I set this whole thing up to go to the apartment instead of YA, even though I knew she would have no problem with the idea
DoubledDeuceFsc: if I had indeed planned this, I could have much more easily told her that the meeting was going to probably be canceled and that I was going to the apartment
DoubledDeuceFsc: but for some reason she thinks I set it up, and that it's mike's fault.
DoubledDeuceFsc: Whatever, grrhate.
the3rdseasonx: Because you're so devious like that.
DoubledDeuceFsc: I know.
DoubledDeuceFsc: :/
DoubledDeuceFsc: I'm a fucking registered genius, why would she think I'm that stupid?
DoubledDeuceFsc: tehe, registered.
DoubledDeuceFsc: there's so no registry.
the3rdseasonx: I was going to question you on that.
the3rdseasonx: It'd be hilarious if there was though.
DoubledDeuceFsc: lol
the3rdseasonx: I dunno. I think you should definitely be questioning her intelligence though....
DoubledDeuceFsc: I do
DoubledDeuceFsc: every day
DoubledDeuceFsc: every time she opens her mouth
DoubledDeuceFsc: I also love how she changes past events
DoubledDeuceFsc: to suit the situation
DoubledDeuceFsc: how she didn't say something, or how I said something
the3rdseasonx: oh? She's on of those?
DoubledDeuceFsc: yes.
the3rdseasonx: *one
DoubledDeuceFsc: I will distinctly remember something
the3rdseasonx: Is your mother in therapy?
DoubledDeuceFsc: and it will be firmly in the front of my mind
DoubledDeuceFsc: no
DoubledDeuceFsc: and she will deny it's existance
DoubledDeuceFsc: because she doesn't think anything actually happens to my benefit if she promises more than 2 weeks to a month in advance
DoubledDeuceFsc: depending on the subject
DoubledDeuceFsc: I can't ask to go places or give plans too far in advance either
DoubledDeuceFsc: because either that'll disappear
DoubledDeuceFsc: the day of, and she'll be pissed because "i never told her"
DoubledDeuceFsc: or she will hold it against me and bar it's occurence because I fucked up somewhere, no matter how little.
DoubledDeuceFsc: If I ever want to do something special, if I fuck up even a little bit it's not going to happen.
the3rdseasonx: That's encouraging....
DoubledDeuceFsc: isn't it?
the3rdseasonx: Incredably.
DoubledDeuceFsc: so when she asks why I don't tell her about plans a week in advance
DoubledDeuceFsc: I can't tell her that
DoubledDeuceFsc: that I know she'll hold it over my head
DoubledDeuceFsc: I have to make something up on the spot
DoubledDeuceFsc: and it's always cheesy.
DoubledDeuceFsc: because I can't think too well on my feet. If I had the opportunity to go over it, and work it out it'll be perfect. I can set up all kinds of fun allibis and everything. It's another one of my fun mind excersizes I play.
the3rdseasonx: yup. I do that too. It really is fun. People should do it constantly.
DoubledDeuceFsc: I agree
DoubledDeuceFsc: excersizes doesn't look right
DoubledDeuceFsc: I hate the english language
DoubledDeuceFsc: I can spell so well, it's crazy. But some simple words just fuck with my mind sometimes.
the3rdseasonx: Are there any english words that you have a hard time saying?
DoubledDeuceFsc: no
DoubledDeuceFsc: lol
the3rdseasonx: of course.
DoubledDeuceFsc: my pronounciation is immaculate
DoubledDeuceFsc: silly
the3rdseasonx: oh, excuse me
DoubledDeuceFsc: I do accent and sing and stuff
DoubledDeuceFsc: :P
DoubledDeuceFsc: plus I'm arrogant when it comes to language.
DoubledDeuceFsc: so you can't ask me that question, you have to listen to me speak
DoubledDeuceFsc: and answer for yourself
the3rdseasonx: my, my, excuse me all to hell
the3rdseasonx: excuse looks funny typed too.
DoubledDeuceFsc: sometimes
DoubledDeuceFsc: you know what was a mind fuck?
DoubledDeuceFsc: I was taking a test
DoubledDeuceFsc: and it was something so simple..
DoubledDeuceFsc: it was three letter word
DoubledDeuceFsc: no wait
DoubledDeuceFsc: it was light
DoubledDeuceFsc: I wrote it like 30 times
the3rdseasonx: light?
DoubledDeuceFsc: yes
the3rdseasonx: wow.
the3rdseasonx: Definately not a mind fuck. I just think you're weird.
DoubledDeuceFsc: it's because I work too much with other languages, I think. Or I'm just fucking insane.
the3rdseasonx:
DoubledDeuceFsc: it was a mind fuck to me
the3rdseasonx: thats okay. Everyone has their "moments" haha
I want things to not work out in Job Corps so I can move back to Lebanon, away from this fucking cespool.
DoubledDeuceFsc: I do a lot of things lately
DoubledDeuceFsc: that I've noticed that my "friends"
DoubledDeuceFsc: would never do for me
DoubledDeuceFsc: it makes me hate things
DoubledDeuceFsc: lol
SuperTacoBomb: then stop doing the,m
DoubledDeuceFsc: but I'm a nice guy
SuperTacoBomb: so, if people aren't doing shit for you
SuperTacoBomb: don't do it for them
SuperTacoBomb: they'll always walk all over you just because they know they can
DoubledDeuceFsc: I know, I realize this and it pisses me off so bad
DoubledDeuceFsc: but there's no one else
SuperTacoBomb: you have to put your foot down
DoubledDeuceFsc: It's slowly been dawning on me that my friends suck so much ass
SuperTacoBomb: not eric...
DoubledDeuceFsc: Eric?
DoubledDeuceFsc: what do you mean not eric
DoubledDeuceFsc: eric too
SuperTacoBomb: hmmm what has he done?
DoubledDeuceFsc: Eric bailed on me and my band
DoubledDeuceFsc: Eric bailed on us, as a circle of friends
DoubledDeuceFsc: in relation to me and mike and people
DoubledDeuceFsc: he joined ECS
DoubledDeuceFsc: and stopped talking to us
SuperTacoBomb: for east coast stomp yes?
DoubledDeuceFsc: yes
DoubledDeuceFsc: and now he spends all his time at the ECS house
DoubledDeuceFsc: smoking pot
DoubledDeuceFsc: the split second I'm searching for a deragtory noun
DoubledDeuceFsc: that's the harshest word I know
DoubledDeuceFsc: so it wants to come out
the3rdseasonx: Yip. That's pretty damn harsh. How come you've been so angry?
DoubledDeuceFsc: because people have been ditching me
DoubledDeuceFsc: either excused or not
DoubledDeuceFsc: I just have a lot of plans that don't come into bloom
DoubledDeuceFsc: so I get fucking pissed
the3rdseasonx: Oh hey! I know how that is.
DoubledDeuceFsc: and I have the chance to hang out with some friends I don't get to see much anymore
DoubledDeuceFsc: and my mother flips the fuck out
DoubledDeuceFsc: I went to a YA meeting (Youth Adelantando, youth activist group thing) and it was canceled when no one showed up except like, 4 peole including myself
DoubledDeuceFsc: so I went to the apartment (the cuddle house)
DoubledDeuceFsc: with said 4 people
DoubledDeuceFsc: because my guitarist, ziggie was supposed to go to YA and he said that if he hadn't he was going to go to the apartment
DoubledDeuceFsc: he didn't come
DoubledDeuceFsc: so when I get home
DoubledDeuceFsc: after calling at 8:30
DoubledDeuceFsc: I tell her that the meeting was canceled and that I went to the apartment
DoubledDeuceFsc: and she is dead set on the notion that I set this whole thing up to go to the apartment instead of YA, even though I knew she would have no problem with the idea
DoubledDeuceFsc: if I had indeed planned this, I could have much more easily told her that the meeting was going to probably be canceled and that I was going to the apartment
DoubledDeuceFsc: but for some reason she thinks I set it up, and that it's mike's fault.
DoubledDeuceFsc: Whatever, grrhate.
the3rdseasonx: Because you're so devious like that.
DoubledDeuceFsc: I know.
DoubledDeuceFsc: :/
DoubledDeuceFsc: I'm a fucking registered genius, why would she think I'm that stupid?
DoubledDeuceFsc: tehe, registered.
DoubledDeuceFsc: there's so no registry.
the3rdseasonx: I was going to question you on that.
the3rdseasonx: It'd be hilarious if there was though.
DoubledDeuceFsc: lol
the3rdseasonx: I dunno. I think you should definitely be questioning her intelligence though....
DoubledDeuceFsc: I do
DoubledDeuceFsc: every day
DoubledDeuceFsc: every time she opens her mouth
DoubledDeuceFsc: I also love how she changes past events
DoubledDeuceFsc: to suit the situation
DoubledDeuceFsc: how she didn't say something, or how I said something
the3rdseasonx: oh? She's on of those?
DoubledDeuceFsc: yes.
the3rdseasonx: *one
DoubledDeuceFsc: I will distinctly remember something
the3rdseasonx: Is your mother in therapy?
DoubledDeuceFsc: and it will be firmly in the front of my mind
DoubledDeuceFsc: no
DoubledDeuceFsc: and she will deny it's existance
DoubledDeuceFsc: because she doesn't think anything actually happens to my benefit if she promises more than 2 weeks to a month in advance
DoubledDeuceFsc: depending on the subject
DoubledDeuceFsc: I can't ask to go places or give plans too far in advance either
DoubledDeuceFsc: because either that'll disappear
DoubledDeuceFsc: the day of, and she'll be pissed because "i never told her"
DoubledDeuceFsc: or she will hold it against me and bar it's occurence because I fucked up somewhere, no matter how little.
DoubledDeuceFsc: If I ever want to do something special, if I fuck up even a little bit it's not going to happen.
the3rdseasonx: That's encouraging....
DoubledDeuceFsc: isn't it?
the3rdseasonx: Incredably.
DoubledDeuceFsc: so when she asks why I don't tell her about plans a week in advance
DoubledDeuceFsc: I can't tell her that
DoubledDeuceFsc: that I know she'll hold it over my head
DoubledDeuceFsc: I have to make something up on the spot
DoubledDeuceFsc: and it's always cheesy.
DoubledDeuceFsc: because I can't think too well on my feet. If I had the opportunity to go over it, and work it out it'll be perfect. I can set up all kinds of fun allibis and everything. It's another one of my fun mind excersizes I play.
the3rdseasonx: yup. I do that too. It really is fun. People should do it constantly.
DoubledDeuceFsc: I agree
DoubledDeuceFsc: excersizes doesn't look right
DoubledDeuceFsc: I hate the english language
DoubledDeuceFsc: I can spell so well, it's crazy. But some simple words just fuck with my mind sometimes.
the3rdseasonx: Are there any english words that you have a hard time saying?
DoubledDeuceFsc: no
DoubledDeuceFsc: lol
the3rdseasonx: of course.
DoubledDeuceFsc: my pronounciation is immaculate
DoubledDeuceFsc: silly
the3rdseasonx: oh, excuse me
DoubledDeuceFsc: I do accent and sing and stuff
DoubledDeuceFsc: :P
DoubledDeuceFsc: plus I'm arrogant when it comes to language.
DoubledDeuceFsc: so you can't ask me that question, you have to listen to me speak
DoubledDeuceFsc: and answer for yourself
the3rdseasonx: my, my, excuse me all to hell
the3rdseasonx: excuse looks funny typed too.
DoubledDeuceFsc: sometimes
DoubledDeuceFsc: you know what was a mind fuck?
DoubledDeuceFsc: I was taking a test
DoubledDeuceFsc: and it was something so simple..
DoubledDeuceFsc: it was three letter word
DoubledDeuceFsc: no wait
DoubledDeuceFsc: it was light
DoubledDeuceFsc: I wrote it like 30 times
the3rdseasonx: light?
DoubledDeuceFsc: yes
the3rdseasonx: wow.
the3rdseasonx: Definately not a mind fuck. I just think you're weird.
DoubledDeuceFsc: it's because I work too much with other languages, I think. Or I'm just fucking insane.
the3rdseasonx:
DoubledDeuceFsc: it was a mind fuck to me
the3rdseasonx: thats okay. Everyone has their "moments" haha
I want things to not work out in Job Corps so I can move back to Lebanon, away from this fucking cespool.
DoubledDeuceFsc: I do a lot of things lately
DoubledDeuceFsc: that I've noticed that my "friends"
DoubledDeuceFsc: would never do for me
DoubledDeuceFsc: it makes me hate things
DoubledDeuceFsc: lol
SuperTacoBomb: then stop doing the,m
DoubledDeuceFsc: but I'm a nice guy
SuperTacoBomb: so, if people aren't doing shit for you
SuperTacoBomb: don't do it for them
SuperTacoBomb: they'll always walk all over you just because they know they can
DoubledDeuceFsc: I know, I realize this and it pisses me off so bad
DoubledDeuceFsc: but there's no one else
SuperTacoBomb: you have to put your foot down
DoubledDeuceFsc: It's slowly been dawning on me that my friends suck so much ass
SuperTacoBomb: not eric...
DoubledDeuceFsc: Eric?
DoubledDeuceFsc: what do you mean not eric
DoubledDeuceFsc: eric too
SuperTacoBomb: hmmm what has he done?
DoubledDeuceFsc: Eric bailed on me and my band
DoubledDeuceFsc: Eric bailed on us, as a circle of friends
DoubledDeuceFsc: in relation to me and mike and people
DoubledDeuceFsc: he joined ECS
DoubledDeuceFsc: and stopped talking to us
SuperTacoBomb: for east coast stomp yes?
DoubledDeuceFsc: yes
DoubledDeuceFsc: and now he spends all his time at the ECS house
DoubledDeuceFsc: smoking pot