A real update ....
PAST
First grade teacher's name: mrs. kosman
Last word you said: 'idea'
Last song you sang: mozart something or other
Last song stuck in your head: see above
PRESENT
What's in your CD player: a mix of mainly sugar ray and the googoo dolls
What color socks are you wearing: i'm not
What's under your bed: drawers with clothes in them
What's the weather like: uh, nice out?! i haven't been outside
What time did you wake up today: 5:30
FUTURE
Who do you want to marry: (Kris
Are you going to college: yes
Where do you want to go: *shrugs*
What is your career going to be: teacher
Where are you going to live: i don't know.
How many kids do you want: between 2 and 4
Kids' names: Mackenzie Jane for a girl, kris wants a junior if we have a boy.
Where do you want your honeymoon: he says hawaii, I don't think we can afford it
What kind of car will you have: hopefully a chevy avalanche
[a] - age: 19
[b] - best friends: katie, kris, alex, jess, justin
[c] - choice of meat: *Shrugs*
[d] - dream date: anywhere spending the night in kris's arms
[e] - exciting adventure: *Shrugs*
[f] - favorite food: all kinds
[g] - greatest accomplishment: yet to come.
[h] - happiest day of your life: so far it has been senior ball, harry potter 3, senior picnic, kris asking me out ... pretty much everything dealing with kris
[i] - interests: music, art, reading, writing
[k] - kool-aid: cherry?
[l] - love: kris!!!!!
[m] - most valued: love and happiness
[n] - name: Anna
[o] - outfit you love: jeans and a t-shirt
[p] - pizza toppings: cheese, or white with broccoli, or vegetables
[q] - question asked to you the most: what do you play?
[r] - radio station: detuned.
[s] - sport: baseball, basketball, dance
[t] - television show: CHARMED!!!!
[u] - your favourite song: this i promise you, god must have spend, story of a girl, all the small things! i could go on
[v] - video: too many!!!!
[w] - winter: i like the snow, but its too cold
[x] - xylophone: whats this have to do with anything?
[y] - year born: 1986, couldn't you figure this out from 'a is for age'?
[z] - zodiac sign: leo
I see: the computer screen
I need: love. air. food. happiness. calm
I find: what i look for where i least expect it.
I want: to be happy and content with what i have instead of doubting everything
I have: the best boyfriend ever ... he's good with me
I wish: i was happier and less anxious
I love: kris
I hate: stupid people, bitches and ass holes
I miss: kris and kate and alex
I fear: too much
I feel: anxious, tired, stressed
I hear: computers humming
I smell: nothing
I crave: being held
I search: for inner peace
I wonder: and worry, endlessly
I regret: not being happy with what i have and letting my anxiety get in the way
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: today? if not then it was last night
Laughed?: last night
Cried?: sunday
Bought something?: sunday?
Danced?: today
Were sarcastic?: all the time
Kissed someone?: yesterday
Talked to an ex?: forever ago
Watched your favorite movie?: unsure.
Had a nightmare?: a couple nights ago
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: sleeping freshmen never lie
Last movie you saw: wolf creek
Last song you heard: donnas jury piece
Last thing you had to drink: fruit punch
Last time you showered: this morning
Last thing you ate:ziti
Do You ...
Smoke?: no.
Do drugs?: only perscription
Have sex?: sometimes ...
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yea, kris bear
Live in the moment?: my anxiety gets in the way
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: not anymore. thankfully.
Play an instrument?: i play a little bit of eveyrthing
Believe there is life on other planets?: i think its possible
Remember your first love?: of course.
Still love him/her?: yes.
Read the newspaper?: no, it depresses me
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: absolutely.
Believe in miracles?: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: i am patient
Consider love a mistake?: a mistake, no. a risk, certainly. a necessity, absolutely.
Like the taste of alcohol?: eh
Have a favorite candy?: i used to love skittles, but i jsut have a major seet tooth now
Believe in astrology?: no
Believe in magic?: yes
Believe in God?: yes
Pray?: not as much as i should
Go to church?: becasue i am in choir, yes
Have any secrets?: who doesn't
Have any pets: nine fish, tigger died
Do well in school?: most of the time
Go to or plan to go to college?: i will graduate with my associates in like 3 weeks, then i'll be going off to oneonta
Have a major?: now, music performace. later, childhood ed
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: not unless they identify themselves
Wear hats?: never.
Have any piercings?: 3 in each ear, plus cartilgeg in left
Have any tattoos?: no, but i'd like one
Hate yourself?: most of the time
Have an obsession?: sure?
Have a secret crush?: no, i love my wonderful boyfriend kris, and that is in no way a secret
Do they know yet?: yes
Collect anything?: yea, too many things
Have a best friend?: i have a couple best friends
Wish on stars?: sometimes.
Like your handwriting?: i'm never satisfied with myself.
Have any bad habits?: plenty.
Care about looks?: mine, yes. others, not so much.
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: kris is handsome and its a perk, but its not the first thing i look for
Friends and other people?: i don't really care about how other people look
Believe in witches?: yes
Believe in Satan?: yes
Believe in ghosts?: yes
1. Favorite band(s)? way too many
2. Do you enjoy concerts? never really been to one so i can't say ... the trans siberrian orchestra one was amazing though
3. What was the last concert you attended? see above
4. Music you couldn't live without? I can't live without music in general. If I couldn't hear, I'm pretty sure I'd kill myself
5. Kind of music that would fall off the face of the earth and you wouldn't care nor miss it? rap
6. About how many CDs do you own? *shrugs*
7. How many CDs can your stereo hold at a time? 3
8. Do you have a discman? yes?
9. What CD could you listen to for hours? i have a nano ... so its one big cd!!!!
10. Can you sing well? for hte time being i am a vocal major, you figure it out
How many CDs do you own by...
011. Britney Spears? none
012. City High? none
013. O-Town? 1 or 2
014. Eminem? 0
015. Incubus? 0
016. Blink 182? none
017. Everclear? 0
018. Mandy Moore? 1
019. Backstreet Boys? i owned 2 ... maggie made them disappear
020. N'Sync? 3
021. Dr. Dre? 0
022. Fuel? 0
023. Linkin Park? 1
024. Destiny's Child? 0
025. Dream? 0
026. Korn? 0
027. Limp Bizkit? 0
028. Missy Elliot? 0
029. Nelly Furtado? 0
030. Jessica Simpson? 0
031. Christina Aguliera? 0
032. Eve 6? 0
033. Sum 41? 0
034. No Doubt? 1
035. Mariah Carey? 0
What comes to your mind when you hear...
036. Goo Goo Dolls? Iris
037. Lifehouse? you and me
038. Vertical Horizon? Nothing
039. Vitamin C? Graduation
040. LFO? summer girls
041. Savage Garden? truely madly deeply, two beds and a coffeee machine
042. Papa Roach? *shrugs*
043. The Bloodhound Gang? jess's dad freaking out cuz theres a real gang named that (he's a corrections officer)
044. Toni Braxton? who?
045. 98 Degrees? I do (cherish you)
046. Our Lady Peace? somewhere out there
047. The Verve Pipe? who?
048. Craig David? Who?
049. Willa Ford? Who?
050. Aqua? didn't they do barbie girl?
051. 311? nathan whiting ... ew
052. Mikalia? Who?
053. The Fugees?
Either or...
054. Britney or Christina? niether
055. Punk or rock? i htink punk
056. Edited or un-edited? Unedited
057. Backstreet Boys or N'Sync? N'sync
058. Nick or Justin? Justin! ( really lance, but have to go with the nsync)
059. Live or on TV? Live bu tboth are cool
060. Amphitheater or arena? Adon't care
061. Live band or recorded tape? Live Band .. sure... i guess