I'm not dead

[anandita]

No matter what, i've always felt like, or have been second best to someone. After a while it just kind of sucks. It makes you feel like you arent good enough, and do people realize that? Maybe I want to sit down and spill my guts out to someone and make them understand. Not just tell me that they know how i feel, but really fucking understand

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ITS MY LIFE. DONT YOU FORGET

[ghetto_4_life]

People are idiots. Im sure you feel that way with me but it wo0uld be pretty silly for you to try and comete with anyon else

because I HATE AEVERYOPNE ELSE. honestly.
god fuck everyone. life sucks a lot of the time.

i hate havign to always internalize feelings too. I really try to open up to people but all i get is this cold starte. they can sympathize, but not empathize.

I knwo a lot of times peopel cant rally express themseklves nad say thigns that they dsont really mena, and i know it is hard to nto take them seriously.

this is why I hate the worlkd and my friends dont even know if they liek them half the time..

..becauxe i dont. i dont liek anythign or mysle.f

ok uh i dont knwo...this was supposed ot be comforting. I don tknwo, hig school is a bullshit time and it is frustrating and terrible. and blha bal;h

wellI hoep we can habng otu soon and tlak.

i lvoe you My love

jessie fo

Re: ITS MY LIFE. DONT YOU FORGET

[anandita]

amen.

Hey guess what? we just hung out and i'm about to go check my email because apparently you emailed me.

Fucking shit why are you working.

We are elitest because we are wayyy fucking better than EVERYONE else. Alright bye.

KK

PS i love you too, hahaha.

[faithnomore23]

everyone contradicts and is a hypocrite at some point.....

and im sure there is someone out there that feels or has felt second best to you

[anandita]

probably so, but they shouldnt

[faithnomore23]

why not