Comments | anandita: Everything means nothing to me

anandita

Everything means nothing to me

Dec 30, 2003 22:54

i think i've figured out what my whole problem is. I am disappointed in myself. In decisions i've made, things i've said, things i havent done, the way i act, the way i am, the way i let things play out. And the way that i dont care a lot of the time, when i should. The way i do care, when i shouldnt. It bothers me. I just read this whole ( Read more... )

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anandita January 1 2004, 08:47:40 UTC

Thanks so much becca. And i enjoyed the other night as well, even though we were way more fun that everyone else. WE ARE JUST LIKE MYSTERY SCIENCE THEATER!!!! We should just do that as our profession.

mr_alligator December 31 2003, 11:26:05 UTC

everything you means nothing everything to me

anandita January 1 2004, 08:45:50 UTC

that made me want to cry. You are such an awesome person. I miss you quite frankly. We need to see each other. I hope your new years was great and that you got my messages. Haha. Thanks again though.

iiiiii where do we go now wifipoolmusic January 1 2004, 09:40:37 UTC

I used to feel like you kk when I used to live at my dad's house where it was full of negativity and noone cared about me so i did lots of drugs....no not really, I sat in my room and played the computer and learned a lot of crap. But then I moved out on my own and surrounded myself with better people, better friends who actually acted like they cared for me which boosted my ego making me more motivated to do things..but then I think I felt to good about myself and now I am a slacker again, but happy....you seem to have good friends, all you have to do is hang out with them more than your family..and give your brother a hug..your awesome kk, I wouldn't come in to staples ever if you weren't..although I don't as much as I would like to..

Re: iiiiii where do we go now anandita January 1 2004, 16:49:22 UTC

I think once i move out and get away, and i dont have to deal with being around my family so much, it will be better. Really i just think that i am manic depressive sometimes because i'm so up and down. But thank you for what you said. It was very nice and made me smile. You do need to come into staples more often, but i will cut you some slack. We should hang out more often. See you brian.

-kk-