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[anangeldisgrace]

I was fired today
no warnings
no discussions on performance
just fired

i dont know what I am going to do
i feel like a complete failure and I just want to die

Comments

[valalilly]

Oh hun, I'm so sorry, did they at least give you an explanation why? And can you fight it or anything, so they'll have to give you severance pay???
Damn, that sucks!

[anangeldisgrace]

no, no severance pay - their reasoning was that I was not giving them compelte reports when I was giving my boss "progress updates" about where we were in getting the DB corrected etc. He said that those reports were not up to par with what he wanted from my posotion. I told him they were incomplete when I gave them to him...
so, whatever, I was not meant to be there, I will find where I am meant to be, even if its working 3 jobs through a temp agency... I'll get something sooner or later... hopefully sooner...

[ethereal_dusk]

I know where you worked, I will go burn down their fucking building.

Asides from that, get something menial in the meantime until I can get there. We will open our own business and poison those fuckers with our foodz. Stupid fucks, what could they have fired you for?

Start writing a business plan, I will be there in 29 days.

Make sure you file for unemployment, they fired you, they need to pay for it.

*Holdz you in my arms while stroking your black hair and kissing your soft neck....

*You are NOT fail and if you want to die I want to go with you... BUT we have not yet set our secret plan in motion, please hold on a bit longer until I can get there... it is all about you and me, remember?

*very sad face :(

*listening to "Some Kind of Stranger" by Sisters...

*I am out of asterisks... :( I ♥ you....

[anangeldisgrace]

Thank you love... it means a lot to know that you care about me and support me. I have headhunters working for me already

[ethereal_dusk]

I want to hold you in my arms. I want to kiss and bite your neck. Many will think I am wrong for feeling so, but do you? I do not. I want to make you feel as I did back in 1998.... DOESN'T THAT FUCKING MEAN SOMETHING? I want to make it all better for you, I want to take away the wounds. I know it does not mean much and I have 28 days

[anangeldisgrace]

I know all of this
I have known all of this
and I can not honestly say I do not want all of this
but decisions are made and hearts learn to love
I have to take into acount more feelings than my own
more than Brians, more than yours
my soul is too fragile
so I leave it teetering on the edge
if it stays there, fine
if it falls and crashes, I will lie and slice myslef with the pieces
I can not care anymore
I don't have it in me
and life proves to just take what it left of me
and walk all over it

[plurdoc]

~hugs~

i think most of us have been there at one point or another. chin up. you are better than them, and obviously smarter!

greg

[ethereal_dusk]

Dude.... you have so much to learn....

[plurdoc]

granted.......but what is it you are thinking i am lacking?

[slave1]

What bull crap! And no reason! Obviously that job wasn't for you. I hope you find something better. I wish you luck in your job search...

[the_brat_prince]

I am so sorry to hear that hon. Sorry I didn't get back to you re: GothNic. Sara and I both took ill from the insane cafeteria food at INATS. We both fell asleep and didn't wake until about 7pm. We made it home okay. I found myself walking down to South Central LA for Papa Johns. So that was...interesting... to say the least. I know you'll find work. You're smart, and outgoing (from what I can see)and people go for that. I've gotta take care of some Bibs and Bobs. I'll see you later

Mark

[anangeldisgrace]

ROTFLMAO....
bibs and bobs.... i am SO going to have to use that... people will look at me like I am crazy!! We say "odds and ends" but i LOVE bib and bobs so much more!!!!

YAY to you for making me smile! It was amazing to meet both of you and I can't wait to do it again!!