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Feelings
You fell in love with the idea of me. I fell in love with you. -
Life decisions
I'm having trouble deciding what to do in my future. I could go to OT school. But I am unsure. Then again if I do go to I want to go full time or part time. Do I want to have a job while going to school or do I want to just concentrate on school? Should I just say fuck it for now and stick to what I'm doing? Ugh. Anyone reading this want to give ( Read more... ) -
MLK
I had a really good time hanging with friend Sunday night and Monday
afternoon. I hope I can survive the mundane work life for the nxt couple days. -
Fuck it
I was going to go on a tirade but that would be tiring for reader and writer. -
Real talk
Get to hang out with two great friends starting after work tomorrow. -
Musings on Fanconi
The hardest thing to do is be ( Read more... ) -
Zack Problems
I need to learn to keep my big fucking mouth shut at work. I need to remember I only have two friends here and fuck the rest. I'm pretty sure a lot of people talk about me behind my back. I don't need tp be giving them more fuel for the fucking funeral pyre i seem to always have around my feet ( Read more... ) -
Maybe
Possibly I can get through this little funk of mine. I'm hoping to become a person I'm proud to be. It'd be easier if i didn't feel like I'm alone. Not like I don't have friends that care about me. It's just I don't feel needed by anyone. I know I'm well liked by my friend base but it just doesn't feel like enough. Loving myself will help me get ( Read more... ) -
Its hard
I find it hard to be myself. Mainly because I don't particularly like who I am as a person. I really need to work on that. Before I can really honestly be there for someone else I have to accept and love who I am. Otherwise it will just end in disaster. Maybe I'll try morning affirmations. But that might get a little Richard Smiley. -
Test
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