Myself and mike ended up getting cakewalk producer edition... and its fuckin awsome as hell! Weve been recording shit since we got it and i must say its very much the software we needed... if anyone wants i can upload some of the recordings we have done

Ok this is the first time im posting this one.... song for my children whom i love even though i never got to meet them, i think i can finally post it ( Read more... )

so yeah as i am semi-sober now i thought id post a lil something, so gots a band now... well sortof as of yesterday we have people, just need to get together, we have mike rider (neibor) playin bass, mikes cousin justin (jus10) as he tells me on guitar, and jus10s cousins brother-in-law on drums, all we need is a vocalist and we will be whole, but ( Read more... )

nymphetamine_moonlight: merry.... what ever the fuck you celebrate ( Read more... )

W00t.. john is 21 and seeing as how i just got back fomr the bar.. im feeling retty good... and its only 2:48 am... lol yeah.. went to the var at midnight... \m/!

well, hello everybody.. just sitting here playin guitar figured i make a post about something... dont know what yet.. but yeah... got cradle of filths new album... its not bad... but i miss the heavy days of "Midian".... and little does trace know hes going with me to see cradle live in fed... he just doesent know it yet lol

well... today is the tenth of december.... the day my twin sons and my daughter were to be born (eh yeah triplets.... go johns sperm!) ... but yeah most of you know that story and what happend... well today was the due date.. the day my children were supposed to come into the world.... and i honestly feel like shit... i think im gonna go laydown ( Read more... )

If EMO fags want to end it all and need a hug from mommy and daddy I think there is a fate worse than death!!! Make them all live!!! Let them find out what suffering is all about. When the real world hits them in the face they will realize that living in mommy and daddys house was the easy part!!!!! WAAAAA noone likes me!!!!WAAAAA noone understands ( Read more... )

And on the open road we came to a sign ( Read more... )

Did you ever wonder why the wind blows cold ( Read more... )