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Jan 20, 2005 20:49

well i lost 4 lbs this week so now im down to 212...still horrible. im a fucking fat ass. i worked out today, but very lightly since i almost passed out yesterday ( Read more... )

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cant_wake_up February 14 2005, 22:45:56 UTC
I'm a recovering ana and I saw you post on the Sept 05 moms community. I wanted to let you know that when I was in the hight of ana's grip I didn't have my period for months. I too often thought I might be pregnant. It is nearly impossible to get pregnant if you don't have propper nutrition cause you won't ovulate. I am not telling you to stop cause I could care less - I was just like you until I went though rehab (twice) and ended up getting pregnant about a month after rehab! Propper nutrition made me ovulate and I had no idea! After I got pregnant I totally changed my out look on my body. It's still really hard to deal with but I would rather have my body for my family than for myself. The light-headedness is due to not consuming more calories than you use in a day.
I used to eat 200 cals max but notmally under 100 and I would run for at least 3 hours a day. After I stopped all that the weight came back on in the blink of an eye. Anyways, drop me a line if you want to talk.

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