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im in a state of overwhelmingly being thankful to be with who im with today and decided to post this entry. its long with lotsa pics you may have seen before so pls do bear with me.

Ramadhan 2004 (october-nov 09) was when i started having feelings for love. the exact date was on this particular supper outing:


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i have this fav couple from one of my ex sec sch. the hubby was the one i had a major crush on, fondly also known as mr hot. the wife is a chinese mualaf who, in my opinion embraces islam more than some muslim borns i know, and that in a way is inspirational. the best part i like about them is, that they are so so simple. i must admit first that i ( Read more... )

im gonna be doing invigilation in about ten mins time so this is a quick entry.

about 2 days ago i tweeted about backpacking and the likes. it didnt dawn upon me that time that my honeymoon this coming dec may need to be postponed, indefinitely. i mean with the situation now i dont think either of us wanna go far without a peace of mind. it kinda ( Read more... )

its past 2 am, i really cant sleep. been tossing and turning in bed, got frustrated and got up to eat. might as well do sahur now than wake up again at 4 later. while forcing to sleep, i thought of a million of ridiculous things. wedding stuffs, work stuffs. even drafted out an email in my mind, gosh ( Read more... )

im wondering if its that time in my life or im just plain crazy. i saw this princess bed at imm that was like created for me and i wanna get it asap. love agreed it's pretty but unfortunately, we cannot get a bed with anything at the foot of the bed as love's legs will extend over it. :( if there's a way we can have that part not fixed i think that ( Read more... )

got this off someone's blog:

Everyone says love hurts,

but that isn't true.

Loneliness hurts.

Rejection hurts.

Losing someone hurts.

Envy hurts.

Everyone gets these things confused with love,

but in reality love is the only thing

in this world that covers up all pain

and makes someone feel wonderful again.

Love is the only thing

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is he marriage material?

This guy's for keeps!

You've found yourself a wonderful man who's deeply in love with you and it shows -- he showers you with surprises during special occasions, makes sure you don't feel left out at his company's party, offers a listening ear when you're feeling down, and looks after you when you're unwell.

You manage money ( Read more... )

what would really kickass:

thurs: to see love rite after class at 5ishpm and have a good dinner.
fri: to leave sch before 2pm, have a good lunch and followed by hp with love. settle some insurance matters. get my bb if approved by him. maybe squeeze in gym or jog after (realised i maybe too tired and doze off the next day in the morn). or anything as ( Read more... )

hmm seriously not appreciating high majesty at this moment. she just dropped the bomb i may be teachin the sec 3s next year (in a not so likeable kinda way. long story. wont go there). i hate the brats in that class and in addition there will be the scholars. altho i like that im being challenged and also that they can see some kind of potential, ( Read more... )