I am still alive.  For those of you that didn't know that...  I am also now, signal fanfare, 21!!!  God bless the birthdays that make life barable...  On the other hand, I now only have 30 to look forward to, and then I'm legally dead...  Unfortunate ( Read more... )

It is, in many ways, quite peculiar to be made as sad as all this by a non-entity.  When you look into the eyes of a person, you see their soul.  You see passions, or dreams, loathing, fear, delight, thought, introspection, desire, humor, misery, rage...  Their pupils and their iris are gates into their minds.  Subtle gestures, miniscule movements ( Read more... )

A lifetime of paranoia is begining, I think, to come in handy.  Or I am further being paranoid.  Because I can feel him.  He's there, watching, waiting, as omnipotent and all-knowing as some dark, age old god, pulling the strings that make my world dance.  I know he's there.  But I can't prove it.  All I know is every time I turn around, I expect ( Read more... )

"1. Pick 10 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Fill in the film title once it's guessed.
5. NO GOOGLING / using IMDb search functions. Totally cheating, you dirty cheaters."

1.  The world is changed because you are made of ivory and gold. The curves of your lips ( Read more... )

Still around the corner there may wait ( Read more... )

If it's getting harder to face every day ( Read more... )

Dear  Rudy ( Read more... )

I took it to my head one day to write a little verse,
But the rhyming was contrary, my couplets were perverse.
My elegant metonomy, my extended metaphors,
Decided then we were at war, and they would brook no truce.
After a bloody battle, the complications won the day-
I abandoned useless enterprise, I couldn't see the use.

BTW, I haven't cancelled my journal.  I decided too much history and too much time is tied up here, and my history is part of myself, even if I don't always like it.

The conversity about that is that, as nobody reads this anyway, I'm turning it into my online repository for my works.  With as much trouble as I have with theft and file damage, I need ( Read more... )

I have decided to withdraw my livejournal from the public forum, which is to say, eliminate it.  This is according to a process begun with the elimination of my MySpace, which has in fact been gone for several weeks now, and the ultimate goal of which will be the absolute incomunicado status of myself.  As such, this is also a statement of intent ( Read more... )