i just had the biggest emotional breakdown of my entire life.

i keep looking for answers in all the wrong places. i fall away and short of everyone and everything. i try to get close to people, only to get pushed away. i really hope tomorrow brings some joy...for tonight...i bleed. i dyed my hair really really black. it is really really sex. you should finger yourself and think about it. i just went outside ( Read more... )

I have but one thing to say...I will never disappear.

These past few days have been a bleur. I wish that everything would just freeze for afew days so i could relax. I really wish you weren't leaving me forever in just over two weeks. I wish you would stay with me always. I wish we could make everything work out, because if we had the time, we both know it would. Unfortunately I no longer have to for ( Read more... )

Prom. Was a lot of fun. If you ever get the chance to go to a dance, go. They are large ammounts of fun... I think I may hit the hay. Goodnight.

It has been a crazy week indeed! Many Many good things happened. I am really excited for prom on Friday. It should be pretty amazing. I am debating whether to go to Nicks after prom or to go to the pow wow. Comment and try to sway me one way or the other...I miss you.

Well.........wow.....my life is insane. Your lucky if you've been a part of it lately. I hope you all have a great night. Today was really fun and bad at the same time.

So choir tour was.......interesting. I wish that I was still there. But anyway time to move on...or not. You guys should all look at them.....the link is this http://community.webshots.com/album/325669042wBpnlq. Go and smile.....I love this.

So yeah, right about now I'm lost in foundations...hoping that someone will come and save me. So I had to pay 210$ for the speeding ticket...and I won my first tennis match on friday 6-4. It was good. Well anyway...I miss talking to a lot of you....why don't you call me you whores!

It's been a while....So im playing tennis, which is going pretty well considering it's my first year....the play is over....yay...joseph isn't....'tear' but yeah. I have court tomorrow for my speeding ticket...fun...Im going for a run in a bit...tennis match friday....YES. okay well goodbye