I am leaving this behind now.
too many years, too many more.

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I think it was because I was wearing uncomfortable clothing.


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note to self:
always bring batteries to goodwill if you're searching for instruments.
though it may be goodwill, i'm pretty poor... and i'm taking this 2. 49 dollar keyboard back! :[

in other research,

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I am thankful for:


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Today I wrote on my hand:

"Friday- Dry"
because I need to return the book, Dry, I checked out on free Friday.

Later today, Josh Hawkins told me it was supposed to rain on Friday.

I thought it was ironic.

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procrastination/ nostalgia.


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aaaaaaaaaand temporary-good-mood-of-thirty-minutes gone.

little things remind me this and that.
and i'm back to there.
but there is becoming more of a here these days.
and that worries me.
here, there, this that, bullshit.

how is it that i keep giving up?
you'd think "giving up" is rock bottom.
if so,
what the hell have i been doing?

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Don't fuck with me. 

sometimes gals like materialistic things.
for me, this is rare...
but i like clothing. not so much on me, but i think it is pretty.

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