Private Entry - Jaime
Written v. early Day 10
I'm afraid.
I guess there's no other way to say it, really. I'm terrified. Of what might happen. Of what might not happen. What if my power malfunctions, and I can't find the ... whatever we're looking for? What if there's a decoy that they've somehow triggered to act like the real thing? What if its in a place with a billion other little objects, and I can't pick it out?
What if something happens to Mal while he's protecting me?
I couldn't live with myself after that. Not if something really bad happens to him while we're there. Not if he gets hurt, or shot, or worse. I try to pretend this trip isn't anything, just a walk in the park, but the truth is, we're going into the place the reavers came out of.
I'm scared.