Sadness

[andatariel]

You may have noticed I've been very low profile lately. Well the short story is, to crown off an absolutely crap year, my husband died suddenly on 16 November. Although we have had an 'unconventional' relationship, and have actually lived apart for 14 years, he was my best friend and the one person I could alway rely on

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[viggosterri]

*HUGS*

[andatariel]

Thanks you *hugs back*

[admirabile]

I'm so sorry about your lost. You're in my thoughts and prayers. (((hugs)))

[andatariel]

Thanks hun ((hugs back))

[alliwantisanelf]

It's amazing how living apart can actually help you to love someone more, and even more amazing that you can still breathe with a hole in your heart the size of the one that must be there by now.

This really has been a crap year for you, luv. I'm so proud of how you've hung in there and weathered it, how you've held together for everyone else in your family.

If I had to go, I'd wanna go fast. The hospital is a sucky place to have to spend the last bit of your time on earth, so if there's anything good about this whole situation, at least the last of his suffering was quick.

I missed you. I wondered if something had gone wrong. I wish I could be there in person to give you a hug, but since so many droplets of water separate us, I'll send you this virtual one instead:

***HUGS***

I'm so sorry, luv.

[andatariel]

Thanks hun - I'm sorry I haven't replied before, but like you said, it's been difficult to breathe for a while. The good news is things do get a little easier every day. I'll always miss him, but we are all learning to cope.

Thanks for the huge hug! I really need it!