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i talked to john for the first time in forever last nite its sad how our conversation was totally pathetic and its like neither of us care about the other anymore. i was right when i said i doubt he'll even think about me ever.
onxurxbdrmxfloor: john?
Sk8erworks: hey!
onxurxbdrmxfloor: omgawd hi! wats up?
Sk8erworks: nuthin much u? havnt talkd 2 u in fer evr!
onxurxbdrmxfloor: i kno seriously! not much just chillin
onxurxbdrmxfloor: wat have u been up to?
Sk8erworks: just chillin my best wat u been up 2
onxurxbdrmxfloor: just trying to make it thro freshman year at bcal and trying to stay treu to my emo self na dnot let ne one change me...lol
onxurxbdrmxfloor: basicly trying to survive high school
Sk8erworks: sweet havinfun?
onxurxbdrmxfloor: ya i actually have been...u?
Sk8erworks: hell yea dis summers been sik as hell
onxurxbdrmxfloor: lol thts kool
onxurxbdrmxfloor: soo are you still coming to cali this summer?
Sk8erworks: i dunno i hope tho
onxurxbdrmxfloor: ya tht wood b kewl if u do u have to let me kno kay?
Sk8erworks: i will dnt wrry
thats the whole convo its so sad. maybe things will be different if he actually does come down this summer who knows.
so ya im single now me and travis broke up yesterday. so ya.
um i cant feel my mouth and its pissing me off i went to the dentist today adn its official i hate the dentist the only good thing about it is this new dentist ive been going to is kinda cute. but other than that i hate it. he was like "youre going to feel some pressure on this tooth right here" adn well i didnt feel any pressure all i felt was him stabbing a little wood wedge thing into my tooth!! it fucking hurt! and now my mouth is still all numb and i cant eat for like 2 hours or something. but last time i went to the dentist i was fucking numb all day! so for all i kno i wont get to eat at all!
o0oh chocolate ice cream!!! okie im going to go try to eat yummy ice cream!
kay later