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[andeepants]

It is ironic for me to say this, but I am trying to not be negative. I am a rather depressed person, and I tend to see the more disappointing aspects of life as being the way things really are...however, I can't help but notice what happens to people in their 20's. Everyone becomes so jaded and distrusting and gaurded. Everyone gets burned at some

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[mail_a_knee]

i thank the maker for my inability to see things in black and white. makes me more or less incapable of genuinely feeling fucked over, or considering myself to have legitimately fucked someone else over. there are situations that i feel/ have felt terrible about, but it all inevitably eventually just feels like stuff, and while i appreciate my ability to feel/ have felt guilty or sad, i know it's just an ability that doesn't go as deep as i think it does in the moments of guilt or sadness. being aware that i'm just another animal creates such a calming distance between me and my feelings, the same way focusing on death does