damned if I do, damned if I don't

[andeepants]

This sobriety is fucking killing me. I simply don't know what to do with myself. Most nights, I am the designated driver because my apathy renders me entirely sequacious. Every time I'm with my favorite people and I am the only one not drinking, I want nothing more than to be somewhere else. I can say for sure that I can't stand being around drunk

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[mail_a_knee]

for what it's worth, i can tell you're miserable and it makes me want to be less drunk. it seems like in the past our nodrink phases were aligned, that was nice.