I wish I had the words to explain to the people around me what being depressed is like. How it's as much of a disease as AIDs or encephalitas. And I also wish I felt comfortable enough expressing myself to people so that I would truly believe that they wanted to take the time to hear what I had to say.

To hear how being so obsessed with being ( Read more... )

i need to start going to church.
yes, this is serious.

so, i'm getting used to this whole "being respected" thing.
i didn't know there were people out there like him. it's ... strange. and exciting, really.
<3.

okay, so i am a girl.
i just started bawling because i don't know what to wear.

:).
no, :D.

rest in peace, peter whelan.
i love you.

OKAY, ASSHOLES.
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE FUCKING WALKING ALL OVER ME.
SO NEVER AGAIN WILL I:
DRIVE ANYONE ANYWHERE.
BUY ANYONE ANYTHING.
DO ANY FUCKING FAVOR FOR ANY FUCKING PERSON ON THIS ENTIRE FUCKING PLANET.
kthxbye.
(MARK MY WORD.)

corny, but. this was written somewhere today.
"And it's amazing how every girl has that one guy, that could call her up, let it be 2am, and say, 'Let's hang out, I'm coming to get you," and she'd put aside her shock, her excitement, or her anger toward him.. she`d give him only 4 words..'Give me 10 minutes'."

i wish i wish i wish:
i could stop.
and sleep.
and heal.
and that i knew everything that goes on behind my back.
because for some weird reason i sense ... something bad.
probably karma.
go team lauren.

i wanna know what you're feelin'
if you're feelin' alone,
i wanna hear if you still care,
the last time i remember you
was the last time i wasn't scared,
when the night starts fading and the morning rises
I WANNA STILL FEEL YOU AROUND
will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?
once more:
TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE FIGHTING FOR.