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Happiness has always been a tricky subject for me. I think I work way too hard to try to obtain it. If that even makes sense. But then there are certain people/articles that will argue that you must focus and put effort into being happy. Maybe I just think that I put too much effort into being happy. It's difficult for me to be happy when I am just ( Read more... ) -
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i went and listened to your voicemails again. i love hearing your voice. it brings me so much joy. tonight it hit me how much i miss you. hope you're doing good. love you forever. -
Summer 2013: Summer of Love
Here goes the millionth attempt of mine to keep a live journal of my life going. It's very interesting how I keep up with a blog for a few days, sometimes not even that. But I always come back when I need to journal the most. I really absolutely love the idea of keeping a journal, and journaling about all of the important things that happen to me. ( Read more... ) -
another night, another mistake.
Welcome to my extremely depressing blog. I am currently in my bed at the dorms at Weber State University, when I should be studying and doing homework. But I'm not. A lot of the reason for that is because of what happened with this Ryland kid who lives across the hall from me. We had a little thing, and it ended abruptly. At least for me. He doesn' ( Read more... ) -
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It's the end of October 2012 and I cannot even believe it. When did 2011 even begin? Time flies. I don't know if that's necessarily a good thing or not. On one hand that means the extremely difficult time I am going through will pass, but on the other hand, I don't want the time to pass as I'm having the worst time of my life. I cannot remember the ( Read more... ) -
SO DEPRESSED
I think I've lost all motivation to even proceed & go further in my life. I already feel like such a low-life and really I'm only eighteen years old. Is it normal to feel like this? Why aren't normal things acceptable for me? Why am I not capable of having anything that normal people have? Life is so unfair. And I'm constantly so depressed & sad. ( Read more... ) -
C'MON SKINNY LOVE
Skinny love. Such a good song. Wow, incredibly in love with it. I have not posted anything in my journal in an extremely long time. I have posted a few sad, silly, and short posts about hating myself, which honestly is nothing new, but I have not taken the time to write out a long post about where I am in life, and where I plan to be. I think the ( Read more... ) -
fuck :'(
I feel so stupid. I truly feel so low and gross about myself. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know who I am anymore.
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Sittin' up late at night thinkin' about all that's been on my mind--and I realize how happy I am right now ( Read more... ) -
Barack Obama wins the election
Barack Obama wins the election as was expected by many ( Read more... )