They say when you lose, don’t lose the lesson. Well, I think it’s safe to say I’ve been a huge loser in the past couple of months (wait. . .), and boy do I have some good lessons for you.

Lesson number 1: Never trust a male gynecologist. I know that kind of goes along with “Don’t buy Rolexes from a guy off the street” and “Don’t drink the water in ( Read more... )

I have one of those feelings in the pit of my stomach where I know things have changed. I lost.

The silver lining, maybe, is that this the last time he'll break my heart.

There's an Anne Frank quote about how wonderful it is not to have to wait an instant to change the world. And I was trying to apply that to my own life, because I was tired of being a miserable, bitter girl that tries to get people to hurt 10 times more than they hurt her.

Background: the ex called. Yeah, THAT one. The one kind of stuck with you in ( Read more... )

It's one of the most incredible feelings in the world to hear someone tell you that they've been feeling exactly what you have been feeling, deep down in a place you don't talk about with anyone.

I know, my entries have been cryptic, short, unintelligible. . .maybe some day I can write a full entry about everything. . .would you like that?

I spent 7 months shocked that he didn't mean any of the nice things that he said to me. . .

He didn't.

It's time to move on. It's time to let go.

Hi kids. I won't stay long ( Read more... )

Hi kids. I've been trying to put together how I feel for the past couple of days, a neat little journal entry that tied everything up, but honestly, I'm not quite sure how to. I guess the only way to really describe it is:

Stuff sucks.

After I last wrote, things got real bad, real fast. It's not to say I lost that girl that I was entirely, but she ( Read more... )

We can all agree I'm not a glass-is-half-full kind of girl. Don't ask me what major planetary events are going on but, lately in Andrealand, the glass is half full, it's sparkling clean from the dishwasher, and the water inside is the perfect temperature. And it's sunny ( Read more... )

 I usually hate making special posts to clairify what I've said in other posts, but this was too good to pass up.

So I've been living in this little epiphany of mine, feeling like I was really, finally connected to myself and to the world, and I finally just figured everything out, and before I left for work Friday I got an e-mail alert that John ( Read more... )

I'll be honest, my last entry was bullshit ( Read more... )