I am sitting here watching Jerry Springer and somehow, my life doesn't seem too bad! Amber has gone out to some drag-show (a Wednesday night ritual for her and her friends). I still haven't spoken with my husband for over a week now, but he did send me an email. He said he misses me and is looking for work and he signed off -"love you always & ( Read more... )

Well, here I am again, as I sit alone on a Saturday night. My husband has left again, and I do believe that this time may be for good. But as I have been writing here, things have not been the best. So, I asked him to leave on Monday night, and Tuesday he did. He called me at work to tell me that he couldn't take all of his stuff at that time ( Read more... )

I just wanted to see this great new icon that my son Jason sent me the link to!
Will write more later!

Well, it has been quite some time since I last wrote and as I just explained to my husband, I guess it's because I haven't been mad at him in quite some time ( Read more... )

I haven't written in awhile,due to the fact that I have been sick and that I was trying really hard to be nice to my husband. You will probably mainly see me here when things are going wrong, because I have nowhere else to turn. My kids can only hear so much about my marital woes! I am sure that they are tired of hearing me complain, but never ( Read more... )

I am writing while I am at work, which I know I shouldn't be doing, but I need a release! I really need to vent because I am sooo frustrated! With my life, with my husband who is so dense it is unbelievable ( Read more... )

Well, my husband is back home. And I am relieved, knowing he is okay. I do love him, but we are kinda just acting like everything is okay, which is really an unrealistic way to be! But I suppose, it is better than arguing ( Read more... )

This is my first entry, so bear with me (whoever may read this!) I am here because my son raves about livejournal! My daughter and other son also are regulars here and Jason thought this might be a good outlet for me ( Read more... )