spend all your time waitin for that second chance.

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and if youd look deep enough. actually look

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[anonymous]

jessi you are an incredible writer. but what is important is that you are happy. find a way to move on and make yourself happy. don't be afraid to be your self. remind him what it is about you that attracted him in the first place. don't sit back and hide.look him in the eye and say hi! make him miss the loving and fun person that you are. i heard shane is missing you and i'm sure bruce will too. unfortunaltely it may take a while. shane didn't realize it until he saw how happy you were with someone else and he can't find what he had with you anywhere else.he screwed up big! just be yourself. that person is the one that guys are attracted to and believe me there are plenty who are attracted to you. i wish i had your problems. your beautiful, loving, sweet and fun. but don't let this make you miserable. i care about you too much to see you unhappy.

[anonymous]

Jessi-
If I didn't read your journals, I wouldn't be able to tell how much pain you're really in. You go through everyday with a smile on your face. You keep the people around you happy, but when you're upset, we are too. I wish I could say that "I know the feeling"...But I don't. You're an incredible person, and anyone who can't see that is retarded. I know Bruce is missing you, even if he doesn't show it. He has no idea how big of a mistake he made. Keep living. Don't think about the bad times. Without bad times, there would be no good times. Plus, you always have your friends!