i just feel like rotting in my dorm room for the rest of my life
So, I know I have absolutely no room to talk about shit, but it's so frustrating and confusing. I don't want to be back here. I mean, I do, but then again I don't. It's so different not having Kitty here to call whenever I'm bored or lonely. I honest to God feel like I did the first week here. It's not like I don't know anyone it's more like I don't feel like anyone I can lean on. Yes, I have Dave, and I know you guys have heard this before but I can't completely rely on him for everything... can I? That just sounds like a good way to chase him away.
On the positive side, I'll have plenty of time for schoolwork?
I wish I could quit work.
8 days.
all of this could be completely irrelevant in 8 days.