soooo

home sucks and it's boring here. im cranky as hell cuz of my meds and my mother constantly gets on my nerves. i miss living alone and i miss being the only boss of me. i hate coming down the stairs and my mom starts nagging me to do such and such. pisses me off is what it does.

26 more days

who has wireless in their sisters house? I do i do!

so let's see. many days of scrapbooking and sleeping and playing the oregon trail game. almost done with xmas shopping. mailed out my christmas cards today.

the full body makeover is coming along :)

dave sent me the cutest thing today that made me go awwwwww.

28 days :)

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I have a lot on my mind to say and I have finally mustered the courage to say it ( Read more... )

2005 Survey
First line from my entries of each month of 2005.

january - so the first post of 2005 is pretty pointless... then again, arent most of my entries all year long? :p ( Read more... )

*blank stare*

*heavy sigh*

who knows

daves asleep :)

i think i've realized why i feel so different than all of my friends back in high school. everyone who went to marian still goes to school with marian girls. still lives with marian girls. still acts like marian girls. i definately don't. i work more hours than my parents, i don't hardly associate with anyone anymore. my emotions don't bother me as ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've definately decided that lunesta doesn't work

I think im going to go back to hydrocodone tomorrow, just cuz i need sleep

definately blacked out on top of dave tonight.

i hate these drugs

they make me nauceous, and light headed

for all of you who cared in the last post

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im really excited to go home. im going to lose 10 pounds, start tanning again, get my nails done, and just feel awesome about myself again. its going to be a pampering break cuz i damn well need it. its been a stressful and sick-filled semester. my parents have no expectations about finals or about my grades, so thats nice. im still going to try my ( Read more... )

Ok, first question at hand.

Who still reads this....?

Second question

Who cares what my final diagnosis is after a full year of trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me?

Third question

Why do I bother updating this thing anymore?